Yes dearies, i kena FFK (Fong fei kei) again. Today, twice. First, was a movie date with some friends, which end up a soap-drama marathon in my room.  But it was still ok because he texted to remind me that the movie is not on because he had some very important stuffs to do. Second, was a trip to Midvalley for some stuffs-hunting since my another friend cancelled the movie session. And the thing is, that fella can’t make it too because of some boyfriend stuff, but she didn’t tell me that she can’t go out, so there i was, getting ready, waiting for her butt to come in my room for an hour. Then i texted her to ask, is she going or not, and she didn’t reply. I was, as usual very pissed. I changed my clothes, and i went straight on my bed to continue my soap drama and some studies while cursing. Stupid right. If u can’t make it, u should tell earlier, or u will end up getting cursed by me. Padan muka. Then i texted her again at 6.30 to tell her honestly that i think she’s a little bit terrible to have left me hanging alone without reminding me. I hate it when this happens. =.=”

So my mood swung. I went down to Scud to see some friends, but i wasn’t smiling, i wasn’t talking, i wasn’t having fun like i always did. Its not like i want to show everyone my colere, but, yea. This won’t be cool for anyone either, right.

Sighness. I am, still mourning for Michael Jackson. RIP, MJ.

Yesterday, i asked: “what could be worse than today?” And this morning, i woke up and heard the news about Michael Jackson, i closed my head and refused to get up. And i thought, today, is worse than yesterday.

It was a very shocking news for me, very. I didn’t know about his cardiac problem, and i never knew that he would pass away at the age of 50. I had always wanted to go to his concert, and since i am going to Europe, i wished he would be able to throw a concert in UK/France or wherever in Europe, and i will certainly be there to watch him singing, dancing and moon walking. Sadly, now i will not have any chance for any concert anymore! Sigh.

And at this moment, i can’t still accept the fact that the coolest and shiniest singer left the world. Michael Jackson is such a legend and his songs are the best! I started to listen to his songs since i was small okay, because my parents and my sisters are all fans of Michael Jackson, and it is impossible for me to not to like him because its in the blood. I can sing his songs, and i can dance Thriller. On top of that, he was, a very talented singer, and the best pop singer of the world!

Sigh. I am so sad. I wanted him to stay alive. I wanted to see him and shake hands with him. I wanted to hear him singing in front of me. I want to go to his funeral.

“Did u have to go? And leave my world so cold”

Rest in peace, Michael. You will always be in my heart and nobody can ever replace you, King of Pop.

Today, we lost the world’s most legendary King of Pop, the greatest entertainer and musician in all hearts.

I have a very limited access to the internet, my house’s water pipe broke, the elevator in the apartment is malfunctioning, and i am exposed to the H1N1 surroundings and environment. What can be worse than that? I mustn’t go out to where the crowds are to avoid the pandemic disease. I need to walk to the nearest unlocked apartment in the morning to take a shower for 2 weeks. I have to wait until the weekends to get myself into the cyber world for assignments purposes. And i am tired of walking up and down especially when i have evening classes and activities with the lecturer. Sigh!!!

I can’t wait for tomorrow to come. After class, i will be meeting Shin Yi, and later the evening i will be back to my sister’s place in Subang. The next day, we’ll be heading down to Penang for some marriage thingy (my sister’s).

Till then, i hope the conditions mentioned above will be better as soon as possible. I am really hating the bad things that happened, because i can’t really do anything about it. It isn’t cool, and i am so not happy.

Ok. Dad bought some durian back home just now, and as usual, we grouped ourselves in the kitchen, waiting for dad to slaughter the mouthwatering durians. And the problem is whenever i eat durian, i will, gobble up as much water as i can as soon as possible, or not, my throat will feel sticky, and i will cough, and then the next day, demam. Seriously. But the idea of drinking water after eating durian is not good at all, because of burps. Everyone knows durian-smelt-burps are disgusting, smelly, grotesque and so eeeuuww. So i waited like an hour, getting ready for a half cup of water. And guess what, instead of a half cup of water, i drank 2 bottles of water, and a few moments after that, i start to burp like crazy. Well, mom said don’t drink water, but i just can’t help it. I went into my room, closed the door, open the windows, and burped. Burp burp burp.. Buuuurrrrrrrrrppppppppp~~~ Even after bathing, i brushed my teeth, and i burped in the shower. I drank coffee, and i still burp durian! How frustrating is that? Burp~ Again. =.=”

So should i say no to durian? Like how Adam J said no to laksa? Or should i say no to water after durian, and get ready for the fever is coming. Haihz. I burped again..

Its 11.50pm, ten minutes till midnight. And why am i even telling about the time when i know when i publish this entry on my blog, it would be 12.30am or maybe 2.30am already.

So what did i do during the 6 free days? I promised myself that i would relax, but working, at the same time. But i just didn’t. I have been working on useless craps, like watching the same movie over and over again, taking afternoon naps even though i never feel tired like i were during college days. I have never go out town since then. And i have been trying to blog, numerous time, but something kept me away from posting it. So u can see, i have 18 drafts, since last Sunday. Awkwardness.

Today was quite an interesting day, or yesterday, because its already 5th of June now. I spent the whole day reading a new book, or e-book, (whatever u call that). A book which i planned on buying it when i drop by any bookstore, but i got it in ‘e’ version, thanks to a very good friend of mine. At least, i claim he’s one of the very good friends i have, yes, i claimed.

I loved the book. I’m on my way to Chapter 13 now. Just to acknowledge.

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Its a total weirdness when i was so anticipated to go back to my hometown, when there’s nothing much that i could do here. Because i can’t really talk to anyone. Sigh. But i do love staying at home, with family. Its just that, i needed some one that i could confide in. I really do. And i am so thankful to have this senior who will always work with me whenever i feel like i had something to spill out. I am grateful that the internet works, but i know it wasn’t enough. I needed something more. Anyways, i should say, thanks for being there for me.

What is the matter with me? I couldn’t seem to find myself the way i want me to be. What the hell?

Will be blogging for more maybe next time. I wanted to blog, but i am blanked now. I was actually waiting for someone to share something, but since it is going to be an absence, i might as well get my feet off the ground and start dreaming. Till then, adios, and good night.

I am so looking forward for this 2nd Twilight sequel, and will finish reading the book first before watching it. Can somebody buy me the whole set of twilight, please?

By the way, Angels & Demons is fantastic, both the book and the movie.

Yesterday morning, i woke up, and it was 5.23am. I didn’t set the alarm at that particular hour, but i just woke up, without any adrenaline rush or wasn’t i exhausted. It was perfect. I woke up, like after finished dreaming (a beautiful dream which i can hardly even remember any piece of it :P), i looked at the clock, and then decided to go back to sleep because it was just too early.

But the uneasiness embarked when i heard some noises near me. As stressful as it may seem, i couldn’t get myself back to dreamland because the noise was too  disturbing and unfamiliar, in a way. So there i was, lying on my bed, consciously observing every single activities did by my room mate. But as the alarm clock rang, at the same time my room mate went off to Putrajaya, i had my eyes open widely, went for a bath, got myself ready, and then i stood on my bed, with a cup of nescafe, while reading “Angels & Demons”. It was perfect. I was at ease, and i really enjoyed the 30 minutes of reading and waiting for the time to leave the apartment to class.

And during the walk towards the academic building, the weather was so nice, that i felt like i were standing in the middle of the ocean. There were cold breeze and a very slight wind blowing through my hair, little squirrels were running here and there, up to the coconut trees, birds chipping, and friends, saluting each other when they met on the road. Classes were fun too, as there were not much works to do.

IN THE CONTRARY

Today/this morning, it was/is/will be a disaster. I just know. I knew that, today would be much much much more gloomy than yesterday/tomorrow. There will be pissed-off faces, for sure. I can assure that. U know, negative plus negative will never be positive. So that is why, there are sayings that asked us to smile always, take things easy, and stuffs like that. Emotions can influence, and be influenced. Point finale.

p/s : Let’s just see what will happen today, and i will blog it tomorrow. I actually wanted to blog the first half yesterday, because yesterday (and what happened yesterday from morning until 3pm) were really agreable and wonderful. After that, everything was sadistic.

Tagged by Yana!!

7 facts about me :

1. My name is Ang May Ching (as in IC), pet name is Jessica, created by myself. But before this, i was named Gigi, so my name was Gigi Ang May Ching. Haha! Gigi was given by my sisters, but when i was small, i don’t really like that name because it sounded exactly like gigi (teeth in Bahasa Malaysia). Lols!

2. I like sports so much, but instead of ending up looking like a sports girl, i looked more like a big eater. Gosh.

3. My favourite ice cream flavour is chocolate, and will always be since the day i hated vanilla.

4. I love Jay Chou. Very much. Very very much. He is a great singer, not because he has a cute face, but because that he is very talented. He can sing, play cello, guitar, piano, and name it! Haha!!

5. I like Keropi and Pikachu!!

6. I am currently practicing my piano again. I want to brush up my piano skills so that i can perform whenever and wherever i am needed. Part time job as a piano tutor in France maybe?

7. My all time favourite video game is definitely Super Mario, computer game is Gunbound/Counter Strike. But when it comes to the simulator, i’ll run to the para para dance stage. Haha!!

7 things i’m most afraid of :

1. Death.

2. I am afraid of repeating mistakes i’ve done before.

3. Afraid of losing something/someone that i never want to lose.

4. Leeches!!

5. Afraid of robbers, rapers, and people like that.

6. Snakes~

7. Money! Because when i have them, i will spend them like water!

7 most favourite songs (for now)

1. Jay Chou - Dao Dai

2. Evan & Jaron - Crazy for This Girl

3. Jon Bon Jovi - Always

4. Lady Gaga - Starstruck

5. Yelle - A Cause des Garcon

6. Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui (Festival)

7. Pete Murray - So Beautiful

7 most often sayings :

1. The heck???

2. Merdes!!

3. ..stuffs like that..

4. gitew~~

5. babi! hahahhaha~~

6. No la..

7. Jay Chou is so cute eh, lu chai boh??

7 most valuable belongings.

1. My family.

2. My laptop.

3. My cellphone.

4. My money.

5. My teddy Lulu, dad bought me since i was 4.

6. My cosmetics! Hahaha!!

7. My Jay Chou collectibles!

7 first times! :

1. Eating kimchi, yang tak sedap langsung.

2. Back home by bus.

3. To church with Grace.

4. First blog.

5. Aiyo tak tau la apa lagi first time!!

6. ????????

7. bleghhh~~~~

7 peeps to tag :

1,2,3,4,5,6,7, no particular person lah. Everybody wud be so busy to this tagging thingy. Haha!!

Tagged by Mien!

WALLPAPER SCREEN!!

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So what u have to do are:

1) “Printscreen” your wallpaper. No editing! Not cool!

2) Give reason(s) or explain.

3) Tag 5 peeps! At least!

So, here goes!!!~~

1.

2.

Well, this one is obviously an edited one, (no lies) because i decided to group up all the photos of my special ones. Previously, it was a photo of this month’s TVB Calender, but i changed it to Jay Chou’s photos because i had to do a presentation about Jay Chou in my class, and i was trying to save my time so i just cut and pasted his photo and made it as my desktop’s wallpaper so i don’t have to open any program. Plus, that is to show how passionate i am to him. =.=” Hahahaha!!

3.

I’m tagging :

Nas.AdamJ.Olivia.Emilia.Idazreena.

Next one, tagged by Nas, and supposed to tell 10 things about me…..

Ok, here goes..

1. I like Jay Chou. Very very much!
2. I haven’t got my driving license yet, so, its so not cool!
3. I never played barbie dolls when i was a kid, because i don’t like them. They reminds me of Chucky Doll.
4. I’m flying to France this September, and i am still not sure if i am excited with it or not.
5. I’m a big fan of techno and trance.
6. Apparently, my mood swings every now and then. (I was a very peaceful person before this.)
7. I can swim, but i never know how to float. =.=”
8. I feel like eating Koko Krunch now.
9. I can play piano, perfectly. Haha!! Perasan. I can even play trumpet, saxophone, trombone, tuba, euphonium, drums, and guitar. Because i was a band member before.
10. I like Keropi and Pikachu. Haha!

I would like to tag AdamJ.Olivia.Emilia.Idazreena. Again. Haha! Sorry!! Idzrul, Mashita, Ayn, Atiqa Saleh, Buckie, Ryan. Haha!!

Last friday, i went to Midvalley’s post office with Jasmine to send something to my bestfriend Nia, and then we went back to the hostel straight away after Jasmine bought her food. While waiting for Jas to finish up her shoppings, i went to Speedy a while to search for a cd. And at that moment, they played Louis Armstrong’s What a Wonderful World. So i was singing along, until a guy came in and asked me, what is the title of this song. I wasn’t sure if the title is Wonderful World, or What a Wonderful World, or, what so ever, so i actually wanted to tell him to ask the people working here. But all of a sudden, i said, “Hey, i think the title of this song is What a Wonderful World, if i am not mistaken, and the singer is er, let me see, Neil Armstrong?” then i giggled. Haha! It came out spontaneously and i didn’t realise that i actually mentioned Neil Armstrong when the singer is supposed to be Louis Armstrong! Haha! Luckily i giggled, and then that guy laughed and said, “U’re funny!!” =___=” And to cover up my chagrin, i suddenly asked him why do he need this song for, and i, actually started a conversation with this cute guy. OMG! He is cute, at least he got Jay Chou’s hair and he really looked like a chi-ed (chinese education) but he spoke good english! But he didn’t stay long. He said he’s from Taiping but he is starting his work in KL in Menara IGB to be exact, so, yea, i didn’t even know why we talked about that. Lols.

So that guy went off and i continue on searching my discs. I was actually looking for Sepet the movie as presents for my 2 beautiful young but knowledgeable french lecturers (Emilie & Stephanie) for teacher’s day. And why would i want to choose that movie as a present? Well, they showed us movies on how the french live their life, eg, discriminating and discriminated, to love and be loved, to speak out their minds, and a lot more stuffs i had never imagine before. And i am so sure that they will not have any idea on how things go in Malaysia, outside of KL of course. And the story of this peranakan boy, falling in love with this Malay girl is one of the best piece for them!

The holidays will be starting very soon and i reckon, it won’t last for long either. After the break, we will have to commence a new term, c’est a dire, homeworks and exams again. I was actually thinking of reading the books i bought from MPH warehouse sale, but i still haven’t get the chance to read even one of them. Great big sigh.

Anyone out there missing me? Because i haven’t been exploring KL like i always do last year. I want to go for a walk in Bukit Bintang. I want to run at Taman Jaya. I want to play basketball every evening like i used to. I miss those days! An even great big sigh!!

It is 2.26 am now and i still haven’t finish doing my assignments. Literature. Why do u always have to kill me!!!! +______+”"