Wah.. I went to UM just now. Eh no, i walked to UM. Was planning to go swimming actually. But then when we reached there, the pool is close until next week because of some technical problem. Shhss.. Restless.

Got somebody kutuk my blog eh? He/she said that my blog stories too many things that happen daily, not things that are good to be read and sourceful. *Blegh =P to u*.. Didn’t scold him/her back also. Because i don’t want to bother bout what he/she talk also. Biaq pi la! Hahah.

Why am i so passive leh these days? Tired? Lazy? Heartbroken? … I also don’t know. I don’t go hang out like i used to anymore. And i don’t crave for McD like i always do before this. Why leh? ~Changements du gouts?~ (taste changing?) Maybe also.

After walking back to college, we stopped at scud there for a while to tapau milo ice. Then, i saw someone. I wasn’t sure that was him at first. But i didn’t want to look again as i don’t dare to. Don’t dare?? Yea, because if i do, i will get stuck by looking at his face then i will think of him over and over again.

Why that happen leh? Its not like the first time also this happen to me. Hurm, but its the first time la experiencing things as terrible as this. =( Why couldn’t i just let go leh? Just ignore la, make dunno, buat bodoh je, forget bout him la, relax2 can ady… That is what i keep saying to myself. But in the end, i cannot do it also.

Maybe i need him to act first leh? Say hi first, or smile at me, i will surely reply what. Or maybe i need to say hi to him first. Only he will react ma. But what if he ignores me? Won’t that hurts me more? How am i suppose to know woh. He didn’t say anything also, how to expect me to understand what he wants la. Maybe he don’t bother also if i say hi or smile or what, so i just make dunno la! Its not like i intended to make dunno or ignore him also what.

I think i need time. I really2 need time to console myself and don’t think about that again. Happy or sad, it is just a part of life what. Come what may. *Sobbsobb*

As i was watching Chinese Drama in my laptop, the wireless network were suddenly connected to 3com without my consent. I was happy at first because i haven’t been able to go online in ipba since the day i came back from the holidays. I updated my blog usually at Erjie’s place in Subang, and sometimes, i borrow my friend’s laptop. Today, since the connection had been a little bit ok, i am sure after this i might be able to connect to 3com again, (although it might be slow and lagging)

Yea, the past weekend, i went back to Erjie’s place and we went shopping in One-Utama. I actually wanted to buy some clothes and shoes as mine were already old and some of my bb t’s were a little bit faded already. Most of the time, i will just buy from Fila, but nowadays, i don’t really attracted to them anymore. The problem is that i just can’t find the one i like in One-Utama. I tried all shops but it seems like the ones i love were super expensive. And a 19 year old girl like me shouldn’t waste most of my money in investing such expensive clothes. But in the end, i did bought something that really caught my eye. A bag, with cute cartoon cars design on it. Ok, i know its hard to imagine, but it is really cute. Just spot me when i walk to class. I will use that bag often because i <3 heart <3 it so much! =P *i might keep that bag for my kids also* hahaha…

Yea, and we went to watch Incredible Hulk, and i kinda like the show. I rate it 3/5 * la. I actually wanted to watch Amazing Grace, because the trailer was quite interesting and i am a kind of person who enjoy this genre of movie (historical dramas with old ancient background)

Today, i went out again to Midvalley to accompany Ayn, my coursemate. She wanted to buy a pair of shoes because her shoes were torn like crocodile’s mouth! *ngap!*
I usually thought that, Midvalley is not really an interesting place to shop because there were not many choises of shops and most of them were crowded with people. *barfs* And today, i think we explored the whole midvalley, and found out some super cute shops at the ground floor, selling all those chics dresses, blouses, pants and skirts. They were incredibly cute and reasonable! MNA, Nichii, Orange, and some more. I also manage to buy a pair of sandals and a blue colour blouse that i really like. But, my purse do hurt a little. =P

We watched Amazing Grace. Finally. And it was not like what i expected. The story line is boring, and throughout the whole movie, i was freakingly sleepy. Gah!! But overall, i do understand what does the story means. But what the heck, i enjoy popcorns and coke! Hahaha.. =P

Yea, i met Guna and Jarod in MidV also. Guna was like calling me but i just could’t listen eh. Sorry Guna. Until he tapped me on my shoulder. Well, i took quite some time to remember who is he anyway, haha because i haven’t met him for ages! =P Oh yea, and the Cohort 2 people are going for their practicum already. Wow. Really near to a teacher’s life already i guess. *bites nail*

I’ll be going out again tomorrow i guess. Maybe to UM for swimming. I haven’t go swimming for like a month already and i miss the pool so much! Haha. But, just not sure yet. I might change plan last minute, like i always do.

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Today, there were only 2 periods of lessons, and i really had the time to rest in the class. Tomorrow, it will be only 1 period of class, which is the Expression Orale class. And the lecturer is planning to give us a topic for a debate like she always do. That, really kills the time! Yippee!