DELF B1
I am so worried for the results. Superbly freaking out that i couldn’t sleep last night, and i am very sure i won’t be sleeping tonight either. The results were out, and we will go and take the certificates tomorrow at Alliance Francaise. I heard from lecturers that in out Cohort, one person failed. Will it be me? I hope not. I’m not being snobbish, over confident or whatever u guys call a person when she/he is confident she will not fail her exam. But i know i won’t. Because i had been studying like hell, and i know i did the exam well. Grr. But what if i’m the one who failed?

Arghhhhh~

Momy Dady, i miss u. Chey miss u too. Ryan, eeyo miss u.. Erjie, can’t go back Subang this weekend, got class on Saturday! =(.. Sanjie, ur birthday present is still with me!

Stress. Encore et toujours.

She is really nervous i guess.. =D

Health?

1. Do we really need 8 hours of sleep to get energized the next morning?

2. Do we really need 8 glasses of water everyday to keep our body system healthy and good?

3. Do we really need to eat on time? As in breakfast, lunch and dinner? What if we skip one of them?

4. Do we really have to follow the piramid table of nutritious food?

5. Do we need to spend 20 minutes of exercise every evening?

~ No wonder Jessica is fat! Haha.. =P

1. I sleep 4 hours during the night and 1 to 2 hours during the evening! Hoh! Now i realize how good it is to be a small kid. They got to ‘font la sieste’ (nap) every evening, and they don’t have to stay up or wake up early in the morning!

2. 8 glasses of water? I think, i only took 4 to 5 glasses of pure mineral water before this. Not to forget other beverages! Milo ais? Teh ais? And oh my chrysanthemum tea! =D

3. I’m a BIG eater! Je mange trop! Haha. Sometimes i skip lunch, but i eat like lembu for dinner! Haha. No wonder no wonder. =P

4. I am so not following nutrition table. Er, how much calories they have in a set of McChicken? Hahaha!

5. 20 minutes of exercise every evening? oh my, do i even have time for that? =P

Kajian telah membuktikan bahawa Jessica Ang May Ching memang tak healthy, and she really needs to think about living healthily, because if not, she might end up being like a ‘SeeLai’ !! Haha.

Should i, or should i not?

1. Sacrifice the evenings~

- go to the library to do some studying, research, (can do it in the room also actually =p)
- not to take a half and hour nap, and instead of using 2 hours to watch 2 episodes of my beloved TVB drama, cut it to 1?

2. From social networking to educational sites~

- ‘Yes’ TV5 (news channel in France) or Liberation or Le Nouvel Observateur (online newspaper in France)
- ‘No’ Facebook/blogging/Friendster/uploading photos/and other online activities???

3. Byebye Midvalley~

- Stay in the room and finish all the homeworks so that i don’t need to stay up at night! Yippee!
- Stop going to Midvalley from evening to night, instead of going to Carrefour, go to TMC? But i will not get to window shopping woh? *cries*

4. Dining in~

- Get some koko krunch or whatever snacks for dinner? While eating can study also. Hihihi.
- Byebye Kim Gary,
- Byebye McD,
- Byebye Sushi King,
- Byebye Toastbox
- Byebye etc etc?

5. Swimming pool~

;)/:( - I can never live without going swimming at least once a week!! Hahahah!!

AU SECOURS! HELP!

Haihz, i am so worried for my exams! I don’t want to fail my exam. SobbSobb. I heard stories from lecturers about the seniors failing their DELF C1. And oh i feel so worry for them too. Before this, i always thought that studying language won’t be that difficult if compared to the sciences subjects. So, life in college won’t be that hectic and we can have some free times to do some private stuffs. En revanche, for me, even though i still have the time to go and lepak outside, the homeworks and assignments are like still waiting for me to bermanja-manja with them! Je suis stressée! Encore, et toujours!

And i think i am a little bit crazy already also. Justifications?

1. I listen to christmas songs nowadays! Haha! Well, it might be winter in Australia now, but its not yet Christmas leh. Hahaha.

2. I often fell asleep while doing work or watching dramas. And that is like from 6 to 7pm. Bizarre, bizarre!

3. So i woke up at 7pm, and sometimes 8pm also! =.=” … Did some washings, mandi, and duduk depan the laptop again. At 9.45pm ++, twit twit! SMS! *jom makan!* ~ its like already supper time, and i took rice! ?? After this sure gemuk wan. ;’(

Aish. I don’t know la. I need to organize my time properly, if not i can jadi gila one! Haha. And oh my God! This Saturday got class somemore. Spoil my plan to go and watch The Cliff! =(

Jessica est stressée!

Je savais, vous êtes tous sache, et vous étés tous très gentils parce que vous faites les meilleures pour les biens de votre étudiants. Mais, savez-vous, on est très occupes quelques fois, et quand il y a le temps libre, on aimerait bien faire les devoirs ou étudier les choses que vous aviez nous donne. Alors, j’espère que vous pouvez nous laisser pendant ce temps la, parce qu’il y a bien d’autre chose que nous devions faire. Je suis désolée, mais je suis très stressée. On apprécie beaucoup les connaissances que vous nous donniez, on vous dit merci bien. On vous aime, et on va vous aimer toujours. Mais, je souhaite que vous puissiez nous donner un peu de temps libre pour étudier soi-même, car c’est pas toujours possible d’accumuler les informations, surtout les connaissances dans les longues heures.
~ Je suis désolée!

Gosh, the wireless connection here really sucks to the max la. It is just so hard even to connect to 3com. Gah!! So pissed off. I’m currently at starbucks, sipping some java chip, (really makes me high, hahahaha) looking at some drool looking guys, ehem.. I mean, those cute baristas who smile whenever i look at them (accidentally) haha. The juniors are finally here, and yea, i saw some of them too. They look very innocent, at least some were, just thinking when will they show their true colour. Hahaha. Ok, talking bout innocent people, don’t get easily bluffed by people like that. Sometimes they can be so nice with u, but u wouldn’t know that these people could be probably those who have 2 faces. Or maybe 3 or 4 also. n i am superbly pissed off with them. Few weeks or days ago, i can still tahan with them, but sorry i burst last night. I shouldn’t talk bout this, but what the heck! I want to! Imagine some friend of yours, came to u and complain bout the whole world, complaining bout people who pisses them off, talking bout those people who do stuffs to make them feel bad or what so ever. All these while, a friend of mine always come to me and complain about all that nonsense. So much of complaints that sometimes it can make me feel so annoyed. But even so, i still listen to their stupid problems, and try to console them also. In the end, they turn out to treat those people who pisses them off so good, even better than treating a friend who has been listening to their fucking problems all year long. Gosh! One time u can throw all the hatred off your mouth, talking bad things bout them and curse at them, but when it comes to action, u showed ur compassions and love to them like u were so close to them. What the hell? Why are u so fake? Have u been fake towards me or them, i had no idea! People like that are extremely dangerous. It was like, hey, i don’t even know u anymore!!! Gah! And these people are really ridiculous because they just won’t let u talk to ur other friends, they will try so hard to cut in the conversation, and the worst part is that they will make as if like they don’t know u! OH FUCK! Back off u backstabbers. R u trying to be jealous because i can socialize better than u? MERDES!! Je te deteste beaucoup! Grrrrrr.. Ok, i’m done ranting. Lets move on to the next topic.

We got new time table for this week, until September. Thomas won’t be here because he’s going to France for summer holidays. Yippee!! Haha. And Nadege is going back to France, she don’t want to work in Malaysia anymore. Gosh. Are we students too naughty that makes her want to go back? Haha. No lah, her contract with Malaysia is only for a year, and then it depends on her whether she wants to continue or she wants to go elsewhere to continue her studies. Will miss her, sobb sobb. Haha. She’s a very good lecturer, i can say. She is très savant, (aiye, dunno the word in english.. informatic kot? haha.) But sometimes she is super fierce that we totally freak off when she naikkan her voice. Scary…. Hehe.

Oh ya, last weekend my family and i went to Ipoh, went to visit Ah-ma, Mimi, and the rest of the relatives. Close relatives. Very very close relatives. Hehe. Yea, and Peter Hu is there too!! Ngehngehngeh. My sister’s boyfriend. Amboi amboi la they all, baru saje hooked up like few months ago, and then brought to see the big family already! Hehe. The funniest part is after this is my turn to bring someone to see them. Hahhhhhh!!! Cannot accept the fact!!! C’est incroyable!! Haha, i’ll bring someone when i come back from France la. =P Then, yea, we went to eat dimsum for breakfast also. I forget the place already, but it was at Ipoh town there, near the GrandView hotel there. After that, we went to Dr park!! Haha. It was drizzling though, and Ryan keep running here and there. Haha, itu budak really likes to go to the park and play. Yea la, budak kecik ma. Haha. Then somemore snap some crazy photos at the park, can see them in Facebook la. Aiye, my nose really look so big la in one photo!! Benci nya aku. Haha. ZZzZZZZzzz..

Ok ok. Those baristas are really looking at me. Shall i go n say hi? Haha.. Perasannya aku!! No la, they are not looking at me. They are looking at those pretty chicks outside walking in. =P … I’m hoping for other people to look at me though.. Hahaha..

I shall bangun and leave starbucks now. Sudah lama la aku duduk di sini.

Chauchau!! =D

1. Ryan is sick already!

2. Classes until late evening almost everyday!

3. Laptop’s charger rosak!

4. Facebook kena blocked by websense? KPM? *cccccciiiiibbbbbbzzzz~*.

5. New lecturer came. Wonderful~

6. Been superbly busy with assignments and assignments and works and blablabla..

7. Friends flew to Germany already. Wish them goodluck! =)

8. Internet connection still sucks to the max, couldn’t connect and have to become parasite again.

9. Been watching Heart Of Greed (a tvb drama) and cried a few times also! *sobb2* -i know i’m emo =p-

10. Am always hungry everyday because no time to get proper meal. Hopefully can be thin also! Muahahahahaha!!!

I miss my Momy Dady Chey n Ryan eh. Sobbsobb. It has been almost one month since i’ve talked to Momy, play with Ryan, chat with Chey, call ‘Dady!’ out loud, said “Dady eat rice, Momy eat rice, Chey chey eat rice!” and i miss them so much!! Me being in KL, isn’t very happy though. I prefer to be in my hometown, Bukit Mertajam, Penang. There, i can get to go eat DimSum in Wong Chow every weekend, accompany Momy to the market in the mornings, play domino with Ryan, watch Playhouse Disney channel with Ryan, watch WahLaiToi every night, and lots lots more! Waaaaaaaa i miss it so much!!! =(

Many things happened this year. Earlier, Dady went to operate both his hands. I was sad at first, knowing that Dady had to go to the hospital. Dady is an engineer. Eh, no, Dady is a successful engineer. Dady made the couplings by Dady’s own hand, and i shall say, Dady is a very smart engineer. There were couple of days where the electricity in our house broke down because of over-using watt, and Dady fixed it well. We don’t need electrician to come and fix the electricity, we don’t need the plumber to fix the pipe, we don’t need any repairman to fix the air-conditioner, and we need no one to come and help us. Because Dady can do it all. Dady, the best father in this world. I remembered once when we went to Chai Leng Park market, i saw him giving money to an old beggar. I know, many will think that this is not a big deal, but it really touches my heart. When i was 4 years old, Dady bought me my first teddy bear. And we even named her Lulu! Ngehngeh. Lulu was my first ever plushie toy and i like her so much. I spent most of the time playing and talking with her. (Shoooot! i’m not crazy but small little girls memang suka talk and play with their teddies one ok? =p) Me loves my dady, although it rarely comes out through my mouth, but deep in my heart, i place him. He is my idol, the only man that i salutes to.

My beloved Dady!

Momy. Only God knows how much Momy has given for the best of Momy’s family. I thanked Momy so much for giving birth to me. Momy just know how to endure even though i have given so much trouble to Momy. I know, everything that Momy do is for the best of her children. Momy never hesitate to give hands whenever Momy’s daughters need help. Momy is strong, Momy is noble, Momy is the best. Remember Lulu? Momy did sew a skirt for Lulu to wear. (”,) Momy did so many things for us, without any complain. 4 of Momy’s daughter gave so many troubles to Momy, and Momy always try the best to help us. Momy take care of Momy’s little grandson, Ryan, and Momy has guided Ryan to be a good and clever little boy. How much has Momy given, only God knows. Thanks Momy, thank Momy so much…

My beloved Momy!!

Chey Chey Ang. Chey and me, we are 15 years old different. But we still have a very good relation, even though i am so much younger than Chey. Even didn’t spend much time together, i love Chey, and i am thankful that Chey is my Chey Chey. I can recall when i was small, when Chey is here, Chey always hold my hand while walking. I miss those time. Being the first child in the family, i know Chey has given a lot also to take care of Chey’s younger sisters. Recently, Chey was robbed by a stupid woman. That fella robbed Chey’s wallet while Chey’s in her office, and Chey didn’t utter a single bad word because Chey knows, everything happens for a reason, and it is ok with Chey. And it is ok too with Chey when Chey’s sisters bug Chey to help them do something. Like i always do. Chey is like Momy too, Chey has guided his little Ryan to be a smart boy, who respects everybody. And deep in me i know, Chey will become a good mother, like Momy. =)

Cheychey n Erjie!

Erjie Ang. Erjie is always a happy go lucky person. Whenever Erjie got problems, Erjie won’t show it off, and Erjie will always laugh out loud. Admittedly, Erjie is always the one who makes Dady n Momy laugh, Erjie is kind of the joker in the family. Hehehe. Erjie is good towards her sisters. Erjie always accompany and help Chey when Chey needs help, and i know, Erjie has been a place for Chey to cry on whenever Chey got problems. Not only that, Erjie also always console Erjie’s sisters to be a better person, as like what Erjie always told me. People always say that Erjie and me look almost the same. Both of us looks alot like Dady! =) Not to forget Erjie’s pet son, Buckie the stupid dog. Ngehhh~ No la, Buckie is not stupid, he is just manja and gedik at times. =P.

Then, Sanjie Ang. Sanjie is older than me by 3 years. Our memories together are when we fight. =P When i was small, we fought like everyday, every 3 hours. We shared room, and during the night, Sanjie will always ask me to off the light when we are going to bed, even though the plug is so near to Sanjie! =P Sanjie is the one who helped me lots too. And Sanjie never hesitates to help me from time to time. Sanjie loves kids very much. Sanjie is the one to take care of Ryan when Chey and Momy are not free. Sanjie showed of the potentials of being a good mother already now! =P

Sanjie and her dishes, hahahaha..

Not to forget Ryan my dearest baby nephew, Ryan’s dady, Ah San Ko, and Kor, the ones who completed my life.

Ryan, is he cute!! =D