place where Jessica craps and rants
I just finished watching Moonlight Resonance/Heart of Greed 2, and the show is super duper nice! After watching it, i felt that i become emo suddenly. (Maybe Yu So Chau influenced me!
) But what the heck, i like it so much.
At times, i used to be mad at things very fast even it is for no reason. But when i come to think of it again, its just a waste of energy to get mad so often. Its very tiring to get mad at the same thing again and again. For instance, i’ll get glummy whenever some people didn’t care about me, like i how i cared for them. This is the consequences of treating people the wrong way. I agreed with u Mash, why do i need to care about their feelings when they don’t even wanna bother mine. Now, i realised that its not worth it to make myself feel bad also. I’ll live my life for me, and i will not live it to satisfy others ANYMORE.
I think i wanna change my life, as in changing my style of doing things, changing my habits, my routine, and stuffs. And myself too, abit, maybe. I find it dreadful to be treated the way i that i don’t like. So now, bye bye haters, hello newers! Wahha!
And yea, i think i am gonna flunk my trial exam next week. Yea, it is next week, and i haven’t even sit down properly and study yet!! This whole 5 days of holidays, i just sat by the laptop and type type type, chat with Kippo, blog, doing stupid things that i regretted doing now, watching tv, TVB-ing, youtubing and stuffs. I am so dead! Not to forget i still haven’t revise any of the real exam’s format yet! Kippo is now killing himself with his final report, but me now, blogging, watching tv, drinking ribena, laughing, thinking what to eat for breakfast tomorrow, planning on when to go and have steamboat with Preena, sms texting, regretting for not following Shin Yi and the rest to Genting, meeting Grace for dinner, bla bla bla. Jessica Ang May Ching! Wake up and hurry to your desk for your homeworks now!!
Oklah, i’m going to do my works first. Then, i’ll be blogging to end the night. Ciao~