Hey folks.

Gosh, i just came back from a long walk to Ming Tien (SS24 Taman Megah) for a dinner with Preena, Grace, Adnin, Amy and Sharmyn and it was a very nice dinner with them (although i don’t really have the idea what they were talking about) but seriously i enjoyed eating out with them (especially with Grace because i haven’t been out with her for days).

Then after we came back, Grace and I decided to walk to Oldtown in Bangsar South to have some coffee and lepak2 as we haven’t really sit down and talk to each other since last week. Hehe. Ironic eh? :p But then our harapan hancur-ed because we met Adam, Reva, Nancie and Vimal on our way there at the gate, and they caught us for some chat. Haha! So Grace and i didn’t go to Oldtown but its a very nice night chatting with them there. We sat there till its over curfew, and Madam Maimun saw us there but she didn’t nag or what. She’s just a sweet lady, she let us lepak for about 15 minutes more and then she said : ‘Its time for sleep rite now, and its about to rain, come on lets go and have some rests.’ Gosh she’s so sweet!!

Well then when i went back to my room, my mood actually changed. Its like a whole lot of difference when i’m with those bunch of guys, and when i’m with my course/housemates. The thing is, i prefer so much to hang out with the hype gang (Grace, Adnin, Nancie, Adam, Preena, Amy, Shoggi and all the others) because, they are who i supposed to melekat with because they’re nons, and they understand what i understand. I never have conversations about James Bond with my housemates, i never eat out till supper time with them and i never chat with lecturers like how i did with the hype gang. Sobb2.

And then, to accept the fact that these bunch of nice people are leaving soon really gets me emo! Before getting close to them, i have been mixing with the wrong type of people that gets me on my nerves everytime because they are those type of people who do not know how to care about people’s feelings and stuffs. They are selfish and i am just not apart of them anymore. Gosh. (Sorry to say this but i am supposed to tell out the truth and come clean rite?) Where as, my course/housemates are good and nice, but we don’t really cling to each other, when it comes to some point where we really are different from each other. They won’t understand most of my jokes, and they don’t really know what am i talking about also. Like the scene in Money Not Enough 2 where Ah Hui and his mother was quarrelling about his mother’s memory lost, i can still react the scene with Grace and we’ll laugh about that. U see, i am not trying to make a distance from myself and my course/housemates, but it’s just that sometimes somethings might not be appropriate between us.

Gosh, now i am getting myself so emo because i just don’t want them to leave, but thank God Preena and Adam will be in Marjon so i’ll be able to spend some time with them although its far from Besancon.

I am emo, i know.