Yes, it is a very memorable and sad day for me today. I spent half an hour crying like a child who losts his mom. How come? Yea, how come. 2 of my bestfriends left me for New Zealand today. Grace Lee, a very good friend from IPBA, and Nia, a very very good brother and friend since i was 13.

I’ll miss the dinner times with Grace, the pasar-malam hunting and also the lepak times with her. It is sad to think that we won’t have the chance to do that anymore because we won’t be seeing each other for 3 years, then she will be teaching in some place only God knows when i come back from France. I don’t even dare to think about it. But at least Grace didn’t cry just now so when i sent her off, i controlled my emotion even though i burst out earlier on.

And i’ll miss the times i spent with Nia in Oldtown Kopitiam, McDonalds, bowlings, movies, and everything. I remembered when we were both working in a hotel back in 2006, we were scolded by the manager because we played with the telephone. No, actually we didn’t play the phone, its just that Nia was in the new wing, and i was at the old wing so we just want to meet up for lunch. And there are just so many many more memories that we had together, and its all coming back into my mind!

But when i saw Nia just now, i could not help it but to burst my tears. His parents were so good. We took pictures together, his parents were asking about my studies, and stuffs like that. Being so close with him for 7 years makes me flash back all the times we had together. The quarrels, the eating sessions, the problem solving, and everything. The moment he called me and ask where i am, i became so nervous that i could not stop my heart from beating so fast. At that time, i know he’ll be leaving, and when Fik cried, i can’t tahan anymore. Tears keep rolling on my cheek and i couldn’t stand but to cry.

Later, more and more people are leaving, and i will be leaving too. I hope that all goes well for them, and i will pray that they will always be healthy.

*emo mode*