I told myself that i won’t gonna rant, i told myself i won’t gonna react. But i just did. Its ironie that i told myself, if somebody’s bad on me, i’m gonna do the same. But heck, i situated myself at the centre of over-reaction & ignorance, that i chose to throw away all the brilliant logics of being cold to someone when he or she did something that i’m not confortable with. Very, unconfortable with. So voila, i ended up disappointed, upset, unhappy, gloomed, dejected, & bleeding inside.

I am a 20 year old girl, & I just wanna have fun whenever i get to, with whoever i want to, doing what ever i feel to. But things never go the way i always wanted them to. And i had always put myself on a very hard situation, where i forgive people very easily, even though in the end, its me who will suffer the debris and the disappointment.

But who cares now. I am gonna leave Malaysia for good, and i will have the super different types of friends over there. So i will soon get over it, get over my stupid self, and be as happy as i can be. And i won’t bother to care about a thing, anymore. Being 20, i decided that i will make it the happiest age in my life.