Yesterday, i asked: “what could be worse than today?” And this morning, i woke up and heard the news about Michael Jackson, i closed my head and refused to get up. And i thought, today, is worse than yesterday.

It was a very shocking news for me, very. I didn’t know about his cardiac problem, and i never knew that he would pass away at the age of 50. I had always wanted to go to his concert, and since i am going to Europe, i wished he would be able to throw a concert in UK/France or wherever in Europe, and i will certainly be there to watch him singing, dancing and moon walking. Sadly, now i will not have any chance for any concert anymore! Sigh.

And at this moment, i can’t still accept the fact that the coolest and shiniest singer left the world. Michael Jackson is such a legend and his songs are the best! I started to listen to his songs since i was small okay, because my parents and my sisters are all fans of Michael Jackson, and it is impossible for me to not to like him because its in the blood. I can sing his songs, and i can dance Thriller. On top of that, he was, a very talented singer, and the best pop singer of the world!

Sigh. I am so sad. I wanted him to stay alive. I wanted to see him and shake hands with him. I wanted to hear him singing in front of me. I want to go to his funeral.

“Did u have to go? And leave my world so cold”

Rest in peace, Michael. You will always be in my heart and nobody can ever replace you, King of Pop.

Tribute to the world's King of Pop

Today, we lost the world’s most legendary King of Pop, the greatest entertainer and musician in all hearts.

I have a very limited access to the internet, my house’s water pipe broke, the elevator in the apartment is malfunctioning, and i am exposed to the H1N1 surroundings and environment. What can be worse than that? I mustn’t go out to where the crowds are to avoid the pandemic disease. I need to walk to the nearest unlocked apartment in the morning to take a shower for 2 weeks. I have to wait until the weekends to get myself into the cyber world for assignments purposes. And i am tired of walking up and down especially when i have evening classes and activities with the lecturer. Sigh!!!

I can’t wait for tomorrow to come. After class, i will be meeting Shin Yi, and later the evening i will be back to my sister’s place in Subang. The next day, we’ll be heading down to Penang for some marriage thingy (my sister’s).

Till then, i hope the conditions mentioned above will be better as soon as possible. I am really hating the bad things that happened, because i can’t really do anything about it. It isn’t cool, and i am so not happy.

Ok. Dad bought some durian back home just now, and as usual, we grouped ourselves in the kitchen, waiting for dad to slaughter the mouthwatering durians. And the problem is whenever i eat durian, i will, gobble up as much water as i can as soon as possible, or not, my throat will feel sticky, and i will cough, and then the next day, demam. Seriously. But the idea of drinking water after eating durian is not good at all, because of burps. Everyone knows durian-smelt-burps are disgusting, smelly, grotesque and so eeeuuww. So i waited like an hour, getting ready for a half cup of water. And guess what, instead of a half cup of water, i drank 2 bottles of water, and a few moments after that, i start to burp like crazy. Well, mom said don’t drink water, but i just can’t help it. I went into my room, closed the door, open the windows, and burped. Burp burp burp.. Buuuurrrrrrrrrppppppppp~~~ Even after bathing, i brushed my teeth, and i burped in the shower. I drank coffee, and i still burp durian! How frustrating is that? Burp~ Again. =.=”

So should i say no to durian? Like how Adam J said no to laksa? Or should i say no to water after durian, and get ready for the fever is coming. Haihz. I burped again..

Its 11.50pm, ten minutes till midnight. And why am i even telling about the time when i know when i publish this entry on my blog, it would be 12.30am or maybe 2.30am already.

So what did i do during the 6 free days? I promised myself that i would relax, but working, at the same time. But i just didn’t. I have been working on useless craps, like watching the same movie over and over again, taking afternoon naps even though i never feel tired like i were during college days. I have never go out town since then. And i have been trying to blog, numerous time, but something kept me away from posting it. So u can see, i have 18 drafts, since last Sunday. Awkwardness.

Today was quite an interesting day, or yesterday, because its already 5th of June now. I spent the whole day reading a new book, or e-book, (whatever u call that). A book which i planned on buying it when i drop by any bookstore, but i got it in ‘e’ version, thanks to a very good friend of mine. At least, i claim he’s one of the very good friends i have, yes, i claimed.

I loved the book. I’m on my way to Chapter 13 now. Just to acknowledge.

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Its a total weirdness when i was so anticipated to go back to my hometown, when there’s nothing much that i could do here. Because i can’t really talk to anyone. Sigh. But i do love staying at home, with family. Its just that, i needed some one that i could confide in. I really do. And i am so thankful to have this senior who will always work with me whenever i feel like i had something to spill out. I am grateful that the internet works, but i know it wasn’t enough. I needed something more. Anyways, i should say, thanks for being there for me.

What is the matter with me? I couldn’t seem to find myself the way i want me to be. What the hell?

Will be blogging for more maybe next time. I wanted to blog, but i am blanked now. I was actually waiting for someone to share something, but since it is going to be an absence, i might as well get my feet off the ground and start dreaming. Till then, adios, and good night.