I was always amazed by how people said about grumpy nurses. Being persuaded by the “american series fact” that nurses are often described as hot, smoky, and gentle doesn’t make me think that we should not make a nurse boil up. In fact, this morning, i boiled one up.

I went to this clinic at my hometown for a consultation on my swollen toe-nail and i wanted to get some ointment and some medication to treat that big nasty toe, and at the same time i wanted to get some pills for my “totally sickness when a woman’s hormone is imbalance”. I went in to the doctor, he prescribed some meds for my toe, and i completely forgot about asking about the pills i used to take. So when i went out to the pharmacy to get my meds, i asked the nurse there to provide me those pills i needed, but guess what, she refused!

So i explained to her, how i usually get those pills without prescription, but she ended up asking me to register my name at the accueil again and see the doctor, again, tell the doctor what was my problem and then, she will give me those pills if the doctors said so. What the? I was shocked by how she said no, because the previous nurses had never done that before! I told that grumpy lady to check on my record on pills i bought but she just refused when i said anything. I was flabbergasted, but i kept quiet. I suddenly felt a strange hate towards her, and seriously i wanted to just shout “go to hell u ugly” but yeah, good think i didn’t. I just said, ok then, so can you please issue me a receipt. Guess what, she spelt my surname Hang. LOL! What an idiot! And she just made a slash on the H and i said, oh no, you need to write that again properly because i need to claim this from my health insurance company. Haha! Mrs. Grumpy actually made her face! Did her husband demand for a divorce that morning because she was so freaking crabby!! Suck it!!!!!!

So who says we shouldn’t boil a nurse up? We totally can do it if a nurse is inappropriately grumpy!!

Did i change? If there is someone who’s really close to me then he would absolutely notice if i have changed or not. But the question is, if i do, then in what sense? Because i totally am feeling like something is really not right now, especially the thought about me considering myself as a mature grown up young lady. I feel so, lame for even talking about that.

Sigh.. I kinda felt sad that some of my friends are not my friends anymore, some only came to me for important helps, some stays like they have always did, and some just gave up on me with no replies no messages and so much more. I feel so awful, and horrible.

Well, i know i have been away for quite a long time, but it doesn’t mean that i do not cherish the friendship or whatever relation that we had. Anyone can be in this case, well of course it’s meant to a special somebody, and just so you know, this gap here really made me feel insecure of our relation we built almost 3 years ago. We were so close to each other but then, now, we hardly talk. Yes, we moved on, but not without each other in our lives right? I might have some new friends, but everyone does! And it will not make any difference in any of our lives because friends are forever friends if we believe and truly appreciate each other? Somebody tell me if it’s true or not.

Gosh, i might sound like i’m a little bit too much of a paranoid, talking about these matters, but it really bugs me. The reason why i felt this way is because, i kinda felt left out and ignored by 1 friend i used to be close with. I miss all my friends, those i used to hang out with, friends of which we kid a lot, and those persons i used to concern so much, and i still do. I just made a phone call to my highschool bestfriend, and we talked for like an hour. Well at least i saved 1 sweet friendship, and i hope that somebody who was and is important to me can call me up just to say hi.

Or maybe i should move on with myself, knowing that nobody would read this post?

Sigh. Goodnight.

I love shopping. I really do. Like, so much. Who doesn’t? But.. The thing that bugs me the most is when the sales person IS NOT CAPABLE TO SELL THEIR PRODUCTS IN A PROPER WAY!

So i was walking in a mall, hoping to get a nice shell for my iPhone. I went to this shop and saw some cool looking iPhone case, but there were nobody at the counter. So i waited, and i waved my hand at this promoter nearby. He came to me and i asked him, (in Mandarin because that guy is no doubt a silly chi-ed fella, confirm tak habis school) do you have other color for this case? Black, preferably. He looked at me, blankly, and i knew that he did not pay attention to what i said. So i asked him again, do you have other color for this case black preferably. He gave me that stupid look again, and opened his mouth. “Huh?”, he said. I, then, looked at his face and pointed at the case i mentioned, and repeated the same phrase. Guess what. HE ACTUALLY SAID “HUH, CAN YOU REPEAT PLEASE I DID NOT GET THAT”. Waaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!! WTF?????????? What the hell is wrong with him? Or my mandarin sucked and he could not understand me? I was so mad, i yelled at him! I repeated the same phrase in Mandarin and then i translated it to Hokkien, like, “Wa mui lu lah, ci le oh sek eh oo boh?? Tia beh tiuk ah?? Beh hiao tia Mandarin sio? Ini, yang pink ini, ada hitam tak?” Oh my God. And he had to actually ask his colleagues because he do not know how to answer me!! ><” Siao eh!!!!! I left that shop. I was so mad, and i heard his colleagues asking him what happened and stuff. Oh my God! =.=”

It’s so hard to shop. There’s this list of things that i wanna buy, and i am so sure that i will not find the best one here. I need to go to KL – Midvalley, Sunway Pyramid or One Utama to shop and i need that so badly! I came back home from that mall, and switched on my laptop and i literally started to surf all online shops’ websites! Oh i just want to hit that “Add to Basket” button! Sigh. I need to get a housing for my iPhone. I need to get a pair of shades. I need to get a handbag, tote would be nice. I need to get a new purse. I need to get a pouch for my external HDD. I need to get a belt. I need to do my hair. I NEED TO SHOP!!!    !@#$%^&*(*^#@!~@!

Hahaha. Is that all really necessary? Such big spender i am. Well for me it is necessary. I wanna get those stuffs which can last me a year or 2 or 3. I need to get something with quality and brand to last long! Oh i neeeeeddddd theemmmm… Come take a look!!

Ted Baker’s Bowcon Bag. Price : 35.00 GBP

Esprit’s Trotoise Shade. Price : 49.00 Euros

Ted Baker’s Matinee Purse. Price : 59.00 GPB

LOL. How am i gonna afford all these? Well i can actually buy them if i can save up 200 euros until end of this year, which is faisable. If i can’t find a nice pair of shades in KL, i’ll get that Esprit one when i get back to France. But do i really need that? I hope Vincci has nice shades though. It’s cheaper, but yeah, it won’t be chic-er than Esprit’s but i can always get them when i have more money. And that Ted Baker’s Bowcon Bag. It’s so stunning but i can’t imagine myself carrying that bag when i’m wearing my Converse or Crocs. Hahaha! It’s gonna be so freaking hilarious! Well, i do have some ballerinas that can go with tho, . Ensuite, that Ted Baker’s Matinee Purse is a must get! Will get it for myself end of this year when i go up to London, as my birthday + christmas present! Yippee!!!

Ok then. Save up!!! Ooooh, where’s my iPhone case???