I should have seen it coming when the roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye

Baby ain’t it funny how you never ever learn to fall
You’re really on your knees when you think you’re standing tall
But only fools are know-it-alls and I’ve played that fool for you

I cried and cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny it that your love drove me crazy baby

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I’ve cried ain’t that long
Then I’m wrong yeah I’m wrong
This ain’t a love song

Baby I thought you and me would
Stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime
But we were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind

Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn’t fade
You and I were the renegades some things never change

It made me so mad ’cause I wanted it bad for us baby
And now it’s so sad that whatever we had
Ain’t worth saving oh oh oh
If the love that I’ve got for you is gone
If the river I’ve cried ain’t that long
Then I’m wrong yes I’m wrong
This ain’t a love song

If the pain that I’m feeling so strong
Is the reason that I’m holding on
Then I’m wrong yeah I’m wrong
This ain’t a love song

I cried and I cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny it that
Your love drove me crazy

If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain’t that long
Then I’m wrong yeah I’m wrong
This ain’t a love song

Then I’m wrong yeah I’m wrong
This ain’t a love song
oh oh oh no no

I am really needing a time off from this unwanted situation in my life. No, it’s not a midlife crisis or stuffs like that. It’s just that, I need to move my ass of my house! Seriously!

Gosh. I ended my summer course in uni last Wednesday, and since then, I have been actively passive in my house, not knowing what to do. I watch movies of which I have already re-watched, I clean my house everyday, and I basically stay locked in the apartment like for days. I woke up at 10, wash my face, sit in front of the laptop, find somebody to chat with till it’s almost lunch time, cook something for lunch and have it in front of the television, if I notice some hair on the floor then there I go with a brush the dustpan, go back to the laptop and start surfing for new recipes or chatting, or online shopping, go bake something when/if I feel like baking, till it’s 7 pm I go bathe, and then after that to the kitchen again, figuring out what should I have for dinner, eat my dinner in front of the tv, wash the plates, re-position myself in front of the tv until it’s time to sleep. And the routine continues until today!

I should plan a trip. But where to? And with who?? I can do a trip alone, like how I spend my christmas holiday in Germany earlier this year. (But frankly speaking that was the best trip ever!) Oooh I know! Let’s go to Genova! It’s September now so it shouldn’t be too hot or too cold there. And then I can take a train to Venice and ride the gondola there! It’s gonna be so cool!! Get cool magnets and those I <3 shirts, yeah man! Ok to Genova then! Let’s book the tickets now!! Weeee!!!

Lol. Enough with that fake anecdotes. I’m not going to Genova or Venice although I have approximately 2 weeks off from uni. I’m just plain bored. Plus, when I’m bored, I tend to be emo for nothing, and seriously, that is not healthy I tell you.

Oh yeah, I bought a pair of Logitech speakers, and a portable multimedia player. My laptop is my jukebox now. And my traditional TV box is my mini theater now. Hahaha!