Jessica is back to blogging, and she has a lot to say and tell.

This week had been a super tough week for her, because some unwanted incidents keep happening again and again, and she was totally pissed off.

Remember during the Chinese New Year holiday, she went back early because she wanted to follow her sister back by car instead going back by bus? A week before that, she kind of pleaded to the HEP to permit her holiday, but then they took so long to even look at the letter? Then she have to really2 follow her sister since the HEP people didn’t do anything and the bus tickets were so hard to get. So, she just went back, without bothering about the damn letter (Right, this part, she was wrong) She actually expected the HEP to sign the form and let her go back early, like THOSE WHO WENT BACK 2 OR 3 DAYS EARLY DURING THE AIDILFITRI IN 2007. Gosh, she is so mad because the HEP didn’t approve her holidays, but she went back already. So she just don’t give a damn, but she still gave one letter out but those HEP made don’t know. Few days ago, those people ask to see her because in the register book there are columns written under her name as *absent without permission* But then she wanted to just run away and make don’t know about the f*cking problem because she just don’t want to make things big. If those holidays were not permitted, so what. So, just leave the stupid column a circle with an X in it, and don’t bother her about what she did. Just make a record about that and leave her alone! Gah!!!!! *angry angry*

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That, totally crushed her mood for going shopping and stuffs. As she was strolling around, she thought about that matter again. She worries that the matter might be a discipline problem case or what. She was clearly made by those barbarians that if she is proven to be absent without permission, she will be slipped from exams and stuffs. Where, she thinks, is absolutely unfair. She is a quite bright student, and if she fail to sit for exam, that is so not worth it.

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She is having a sudden flu now, and she is really pissed off.

I hate internet connection yang can’t work properly.. I can’t connect to the internet laa!!!! I cannot do research with my laptop! I can’t upload photos, i can’t chat with Adnin, i can’t go youtube, i can’t blog, i can’t facebook! *pengsan*

Its not the network’s fault, i think. Its my laptop! Now, i’m using my friend’s to blog, and stuffs. But, it is so inconvenient! I need broadband.

Ok, stop bout the network thingy. I am loaded with work, research and debates. With laptop and fast connection, i definitely can finish them. Vice versa.

I haven’t been taking proper meal since the day i’m in IPBA. Well, i got hungry, but just not craving for food. If i am given a plate of X-Meal, or a set of McChicken, i won’t bother to eat also. I just don’t have the crave. When i’m hungry, a cup of coffee will do. Or, a glass of mineral water is ok!

I miss home, i miss momy, i miss dady. I miss Ryan, I miss chey. I miss dimsum, i miss wahlaitoi, i miss my bed. I miss everything at home.

Gotta chow now. Still have stuffs to do.

*SobbSobb*

Night.

Am i excited for the start of new semester? Erm, quite, i guess. Haha. Well, its kinda fun, to start new semester, despite of the new time table and new subjects, added by the lecturer. In this new sem, we don’t have Civilisations or Manuel, that means, we don’t have to learn by using the text book, which is a big relieve for me! No more text book taking to the class! =) Haha, however, few weird and dificult subjects are added, for example, ‘Aspect Sociaux Culturels’ which is quite similar to Civilisations, but more precise. We have TPE also, which is travail personelle encadre (individual work). Although it is an individual work, the lecturer will facilitate us with informations we need, and not to forget, the internet as well. But, since the internet connection in our hostel block is not as strong as other block, i might have difficulties in doing my research. That means, i have to merajinkan myself to WALK to the library, or go to the common room to use the LAN. (not lan, but local area network) haha. But what the heck, i can always finish up the work in erjie’s place, Subang! Hahaha.

I hope i will not be as lazy as last semester, where i hardly go to the library, and i sleep almost every evening! Gosh!! A true lazy girl. =P

Ok, i am so tired of studying different things at the same time actually. For example, when i have to do research on pollution, and at the same time, i have to finish synthese about other subjects, such as study system in France. Obviously, it is different and sooo need the help of thesaurus and dictionary to produce the best synthese right? *pfft* pengsan la like that!

Whatever it is, i am sure that i will have to work triple hard for my DELF B2 exam this November. Exams again and again. Thank God we will not have to take the C1 in Malaysia, because if we do, i will not have to to amuse in Malaysia. No more ice skating, bowling and cinema!! Tidakkkk!!!!! I want to excel in my B2 because if not, what for take exam? =P

Enough of rantings now, i remembered i have alot of works to do.

But guess what, will come back and blog tomorrow! Nadege is not here till Thursday, so i can curi some time from the Grammaire class and ASC class to blog and facebook!

*hungry*

Byebye!

*kisses for all!*

I am confused, and guess i’ll stay confused until like dunno when. *kesian myself* Feel like going back home, and not coming back again.. but, can meh? =.=” waaaaaaaaa.. why can’t i just stay at home and play dominos with Ryan? Thanks to the stupid exam on sundays, that made me back in KL. If not, i might still be at home, now, playing with Ryan, n watching astro. *jessica craps again* heeeeeeeeee~ i want to cry. Yeah, i cry very easily. Sensitive ma, what to do. But i can still tahan my tears wan, i’ll cry when i’m alone in my room. Hah! Crap again.

Excusez-moi, je n’arrive pas de consulter moi-meme non plus.. je dois raconter les choses aux amis qui peuvent me comprendre, mais a meme temps, il ou elle sait comment de me consulter.. *pfft*

What to say ar? Okla, since people like to story about their kawan rapat yang berlainan gender, why not i post mine? Heee~

Okla, reveal something out. When i first came in to this college, i got close with a guy name Idzrul. UNTA! We are not classmate nor coursemate, but we just became rapat because of some gossip thingy. We were so close that whenever we hang out, we will like box each other until my arms jadi blueblack! (not completely blue black la, but feel the pain, haha) We usually hangout together with the guys at the foodstalls near out college, then we will like, “hey, pay for me!! no-no, u pay urself,” then suddenly “buk!” “hey stop boxing me!” “bam! bong! bleehhh.. (watever sound la hahaha.. )” It was painful, yet fun. Last year, like most of the time, we played bowling together. The first time we hang out was at Alamanda Putrajaya, during the National Day thingy, then there was one day free, so we decided to hang out together. Haha, it wasn’t planned though, cause when we reached Alamanda, we just randomly ikut the gang and do whatever we can. Haha, we bowled la of course. Then we went to the arcade for some dancing! Yeah, that was the best part. I was like, hey u like dancing to? Haha, perfect match then. =P Few days later, there goes. Our “friendship” began. haha, yeah, we hang out lots with the guys, and we bowled (most of the time). Can say like, we’re good friends, but since he got to know a girl, yea, he kinda menjauhkan diri from us. *sobb* But what the heck, we still hang out up till today! haha.

Me and Idzrul and the makcik behind, cekak-ing her pinggang, =.=”

Ok, second one will be, Mizan, this tall guy. We got to know during the vacation to Bukit Tinggi. Tell u, he is so tall! Haha, Nothing much about this guy, but, yea, we are rapat la, although he got girlfriend and we seldom hang out.

(Don’t have his photo with me now, too bad!)

Hoi! Not to forget, my tadika mate, Nia. haha, we went to the same tadika, without knowing each other la. But then, we met each other again during our secondary. And, we were in the band troup. He is the type of guy who loves to maki memaki temaki, so, since we were always together most of the time, i became immune with all those maki. Haha. Yea, we buka puasa together also, because we were quite close with the band punya penasihat, mr Amir Shauki aka Diva yang Vogue. Thanks to him, we went to the pasar malam, we hang out in kfc, n stuffs. Then, after all those years in secondary, we even worked in Pearl View hotel, as receptionists. Haha, played with the phone n stuffs. Honestly, he was a great friend. We share the same interest and hobby, and we still contact each other up till today. =)

(Don’t have pictures with him in my laptop also eh! *sigh* )

Lelaki only ar, i have lots of girlfriends also ye! Haha..

Ok, a few girls yang very rapat with me. Wai Yee. This katak girl. I kenal her when we were 10. She stays beside my grandma’s house, and whenever i go back to ipoh, i will call her up and we will sembang under the tree, haha. And sometimes, we’ll go to the post office to buy some ice cream soda, then we duduk balik and chat. She will sembang with my relatives, and i do sembang with her mother too! Haha. Miss those time..

(We haven’t take photos since form 5 i think)

Ida? Woi goldfish! This crazy girl. Kenal during secondary also. haha, we berfalsafah during the night, and honestly, i feel very ngam with her. *im not a les, pls* we enjoy coffee, staying up, philosophy-ing, chatting, EATING, and crapping. Haha, and just now, baru je crap with her about panjat memanjat. She enjoy hearing my rantings also, haha. Looking forward to crap with her lively! =p

Don’t have gambar bersama, haha. So, introducing, Ida! Hahaha

Grace Lee? Haha, just got to know this girl recently about 3 or 4 months ago. She is cute, haha. Don’t kembang2. Then, she’s nice. Honestly. Hope to be goodfriends with her until the day i go away from the bumi la. =)

Grace and I

And then, my mates, Pons, Jaf, and all la, they really are the best. Argh, wanted to story more, but im sien already. N i want to go and dream first. Ahahaha. Toodles la! beee~

Haihz, the exam was not as easy as i thought. It was difficult than i expected. What the hell, the questions were so complicated, and the text was like… hah, unbelievable.. There were a lot of phrases that i could note even understand what does it mean. Unlike other exercises that i had done earlier. And the third part, the essay writing, tak ade surat rasmi pun? Before the exam my friends and i like memorize the whole format and the introduction and conclusion phrases lagi teruk than the priest who hafal the bible! Ok, but i admit, the third part was easier than the first and second. Heee~ Haiya, don’t know what to comment already about the exam. What i hoped for is that the oral session will be easier. =.=”

ya, before i forgot. Thanks to Adnin for transferring his good luck anyway! =P

Holidays may seem to be a bit boring when we have nothing to do, like mine. Apparently, i spent my holidays with sleeping, eating, playing with Ryan, helping mom with some chores, homeworks-doing, songs downloading, studying, discussions, and chatting with mom, dad, chey n Ryan. The whole day, everyday. These might sound boring to others, but for me, i totally enjoyed it.

Firstly, discussions on-line is way fun, because instead of learning in class, it is more interesting to do classes on-line. No justifications, but i just feel good with that. Plus, learning from home is more efficient than learning in classes. Here, we can propose questions for the matters that we don’t understand, which is more likely to be easy and save plenty of time, in the way that we only ask subject that complicates us.

The second thing is that when we learn from home, we can be close to our family members. Not like what i experienced years ago, where i only meet my parents twice a month. That is pathetic, isn’t it?

But that will never happen. Pas réalisable. (Not realizable.) Haha.

[[Why suddenly talk about this topic? Haaa... always lari dari topik wan la me.. aiyo..]]

Yea, my holidays are vanishing. I will be back in KL tomorrow, on Kor’s birthday. And, i have exam on this Sunday.

“Exams on Sundays are ridiculous” , said Guna. Yeah, it is ridiculous.

“Exam? gee.. sorry to hear that.. so your exam will be on the 8th and 15th huh? thats a big gap”, said Adnin. Yeah, very big gap, that makes me so lazy to study.

Haihz, i am stressed for the exams. Drive me crazy!! I am so lazy to revise. How lazy that God only knows. But, i’m worried too. I just want to finish the exams and end those evening + night classes. But, if i finish the exams without scoring its like a waste right? Gosh.

(a conversation with my lecturer, concerning the stress for the exams)

Nadège : … faire des exercices supplémentaires avant un test est très angoissant … Vous avez été entraînez à passer le test dans le but d’avoir, pas 50%, mais 70% ! (doing additional exercises before a test is extremely stressing us out. But, you all are trained to pass the test to score only 50%, although the best is 70%)

Jessica : … je suis d’accord, Nadège.. mais si on gagne seulement 50% de note, c’est pas comme le but de passer l’examen, non? (i agree, but if we score only 50%, its not exactly what we target to pass an exam, rite?)

Nadège : .. donc j’espère que vous aurez 70% !!!! Mais je suis SURE que vous aurez tous le B1 !!!!! Si vous avez 70%, je serai TRES CONTENTE !! (in this case, i hope u will score 70$. But i am sure that u will get your B1 certificate. If u get 70%, i will be extremely happy!)

Jessica : … Si on gagne 80 %? =P (and if i get 80%?)

Nadège : … 80 % ???? ………… alors c’est ton challenge Mayching !!!!!!!!!!! (8o%?? So its your challenge May Ching!!!)

In this case, i have to score more than 80% to impress my lecturer. And now, i have exactly 76 hours to study and push myself to score the highest. I am going to pengsan.

Plot :

Yesterday evening around 5pm

Sanjie called mom and said that Buckie were lost. Not long after that, Erjie called and said Buckie had an accident. She couldn’t find Buckie at home, then when the neighbours saw her, they told her that they saw a dog like Buckie near SMK SS19. Perhaps, its Buckie. Erjie rushed to the school and she saw Buckie, lying beside the road, under the tree, accompanied by a taxi driver. She thought the taxi driver wanted to kidnap Buckie away. But no, the old man just want to help. Erjie called kor, and immediately they went to the hospital. Buckie was warded. Fortunately, he only had a physical injuries, but he need to stay at the ward for further check-up.

Haih, Buckie, Buckie. Kenapa u go and lompat?? Kelam kabut nia.. =.=”

Here are some photos of Buckie, sent by an email from CheyChey.

Buckie’s leg kena potong?

Ouch, his head!! Ow…

Haaaa.. so painful! His head.. Poor him..

This is how he jumped!

Poor Buckie. He must had learned his mistakes. Not to jump of the wall again. Thus thus thus.

Yea, just now we went out to breakfast at Wong Chow, and when we came back, i spotted a black thing under dad’s car. But i just couldn’t be bother bout it, when Ryan shouted.. “a puppy!!!” Yea, we were shocked. A black little male puppy Labrador, small, smelly, thin, and he definitely looks pretty hungry and tired. The first thing that came into my mind was : “Oh, where’s Buckie’s biscuits? Maybe we can give the little puppy some food..” I was only able to keep that in my head, not to say it out because i know, all of Buckie’s biscuit were at erjie’s place, Subang. *Sigh*

If i were to rare that little puppy, i would name him Jack. Yea, as i always wanted to own a pet dog, i actually thought of that name already. Lol. That would be like 10 years later, when i own a big house with a family in it. =P

Today, i woke up at 10am, and thinking bout wat am i going to do, that i decided to sleep again. Hahaha.. Then, i woke up again at 12pm, n read a message in my handphone, asking me to go to KLCC. There’s these friends, they went out to KLCC, to study there.. (???) n one of them left the other girl there because that girl wanna go meet her friend at dunno where. N so this lonely girl ask me to accompany her because.. because wat a?? Lol. At first i decided not to go because i dun wanna waste my money as i budgeted RM70 for this week, and i actually want to go to an outing tomorrow for wesak day prayer. And now, i used around RM35 n i left RM35 more. Sienz. But, i did a little bit of photo shoot today.. And that was the only fun thing i did at KLCC..

When i entered KLCC, these 2 cuties were
the first things that caught my eyes..
They were here for the Visit Australia
exhibition.

Yeap.. i had these for lunch..

Kinokuniya
Tanjong Golden Village
Signatures

Look at the crowd! hahaha..

Me with my lunch.. with the friend
that caused my boredom..

Yeap.. Its her.. Jafnieza.. Old friend of mine. We went to Midvalley, 1st, of course for the reason of meeting up because we haven’t seen each other for like, 3 months. Ahaha… Actually, it was me who suggested the outing because i received an invitation to GSC Midvalley for a meeting with the Narnia Characters. Indeed i thought those Narnia characters are the real ones, but it turn out to be the pirated ones. I really freak my ass off as i was so hoping to see the real actors. But, who cares about it now anyway, i had a great time today!At first, we went to ate secret recipe, a slice of tiramisu n a glass of fruit punch for both of us. After that, we went straight for a chinese movie. “My wife is a gambling maestro”. Quite a good show though, i rate it 3/5. Its like the same with the other mahjong movie i”ve seen years ago. Funny. Finished watching, we went to the arcade to play time crisis, iyeap, the game we won’t miss everytime we hang out. (”,) After that, we proceeded to food junction for our lunch, and we both ate foods that we don’t really crave for. =.=”

I would say, it wasn’t a special day because yah, we didn’t shop much, and we were kinda bored as there are nothing special to do. And we decided to go back before 6. Sounds very sien actually. Things won’t be the same in Penang. Its better n more fun in Penang.

her kuey tiao..

my claypot chicken rice.. eheh..

that crazy girl, blowing her hot kuey tiao..

me with my rice.. hehe..

that crazy girl n me..
hehehe…