The movie Sepet was on air a few days ago, and i watched it again today. Then when i finished watching, something popped up in my mind. In the movie, there was one scene where Jason’s bestfriend (Ah Keong) was bitten up by a gang of gangsters because Jason made Jimmy’s (the gang’s leader) sister pregnant and Ah Keong ended up in the hospital. So both Jason and Ah Keong discussed about the incident, and they talked about Jason’s current girlfriend, Orked. Its quite true when they both said that years ago, Malays can marry outside their race easily, without any hard feelings et cetera. For me, its all about what we feel towards each other though. But now, we tend to avoid that, and sometimes, we tend to be racist! It is also true that we are supposed to be more civilised, but even that, il y a toujours les choses qui se passent maux, et il y a toujours les gens qui sont traités inégalement! (…bad things always happen, and many people were treated unevenly.)

That’s sad. That is truly sad! It seems like people are creating gaps between different races. Different people are talking different languages, different ways of living and stuffs. But as for me, in my 19 years of life, i spent it with Chinese, Malays, Indians, Iban, and lots more. Maybe because i was in a kebangsaan school during primary, and i continued in a residential school, which only consists of 90% Malays and 10% others! But i didn’t find any problem with that because.. Erm, i just don’t know. Maybe i got used to them or.. Bleggh!! I don’t know! But when i switched to High School for form 6, most of my friends are Chinese and Indians, and we were very good friends and we are still contacting each other till now!

Okla, not all people are like that, but most of them are! Haha. Sometimes, there are people who got pissed with me because i mix with that particular race, and then when they come and get to know me, they will know that i’m not picky or what.

Last but not least, i liked what Mien said about me in the tagging thingy. Jessica : Amoi yang sangat Melayu. Haha!!

Date : 26th November 2008

Time : 4.45 - 5.00pm

At 4.45pm, the clouds suddenly decided to let the rain down. So, it was seriously raining cats and dogs at the venue mentioned above. Me, washing the cups decided to put Buckie the dog in front. So the accident started from the backyard to the garden in front. Before washing the cups, i spilled some water on the floor. Not much, just like a quarter of the cup. But never mind, because i wiped it earlier so it was not so wet.

Chronology :

Open the front door - Take the leash - Open the back door - Leash Buckie - Take him to the front - He doesn’t want to go out - He ran inside - Turned around me - The leash melilit on one of my index finger - Buckie continued running - My finger nearly cut off - I try to unlilit the lilitan while that * dog continued running - He ran super fast - He ran towards the stairs - I lost control lalu terjatuh macam nangka busuk while being dragged by the dog - The dog ran on top of me - I slapped his butt - I draged him out of the house and leash him out there and let him be alone and and and let him be wet!

Wargh! My butt and arms are seriously painful! My finger lagila jangan cakap. But not as pain as my arms la. If i didn’t unlilit the lilitan, i can say bye bye to my index finger already! Argh~ I am seriously super pissed off. My arms surely will blueblack punya. Thanks to the stupid dog.

The End.

Adnin? Got to know him middle of this year, and am close with him till now. What’s our relationship? Good friends that i can always count on!

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her

1. Si comel yang dangerous!

2. Shorter than me (tiru his jawapan..)

3. He adores coffee especially Gloria Jeans and Oldtown!

4. He likes to help people..

5. And he likes to ‘give surprises’ aka mainkan Daryl!

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

He drew me a pink piggy on his sejarah note book and mms-ed it to me during class time. At that moment, i was smiling so widely that i can’t concentrate in class. A few days after that, he drew me a Caprisheepandapig! Just figure out what is that, and give regard at the photo below. Yea! He gave me a Pikachu too when we were at Oldtown Kopitiam!

This is Caprisheepandapig!

This is the Pink Panda!

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

“Yeah i know how u feel la. But at least you can know which people can be a real friend and which one jz simply go only with their clicks wat? Me and Grace won’t forget you so don’t worry k? Jz as long as you don’t keep yourself more distance from us la :)”

5. If he/she become your lover, you will…

Sayang him so the very much la! That is what a girl will do to her lover anyway! Plus he has been so good to me so why not?

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…

Just ignore him. That’s all!

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her

Height! Hehe.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is…

I knocked my head some where that i forgot which one is my enemy and which are my besties.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

Be his friend and treat him very good! And get ready every time when he’s gonna gimme stuffs!

10. The overall impression of him/her is…

He’s what a person need as a friend!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

Well, firstly is my size of course! I’m sure they’ll think like this : Man.. this girl is huge! Haha. I don’t know bout this but most of my friend used to say/tease me about that. [Dude u know who u are! :P] Friendly i guess, i smiled to everyone in the college, well sometimes people might got disgusted by that! Haha.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

The character of myself? Urm, all i can say that i am an easy going person, and i easily get mad at a person sometimes but i’ll go and say sorry to her/him right away! D’oh! Haha.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

The fact to be a big eater who is huge! Haha.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

Someone like my eldest sister. She’s pretty, she’s a good sister, she’s a good mother, she has a good son, and she really took/take care of her sisters and family members very very very very well! I love her!

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them.

Thanks for liking me! I can assure u guys that u guys didn’t choose the wrong person to like!

16. Ten people to tag:

1. Noblemien
2. Em
3. Ida Azreena
4. Jaff
5. Hanisah Bell
6. Idzrul Aizat
7. Adelynn
8. Joy
9. Awe
10. Niazurul Fisya, eh Niazurul Syazwan!

17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

A friend of my classmate. That girl is from STF. Hehe. I got to know this not from Em himself, i actually saw something in my classmate’s pic so i asked and its so good to be true that this girl are currently with Em.

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

A female.

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

Haha. I don’t think so! They don’t even know each other! But they will be sweet together because Adelynn is a very pretty girl and Nia is a seriously cute guy. Hah!

20. How about no. 5 and 8?

Lesbiano!!

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

Teaching English as Second Language.

22. Is no. 4 single?

Yes. Maybe not because i won’t know if she’s having a relationship with some guys.

23. Say something about no. 6

Fat! Gemuk! But always say me fat! Always make me marah! But he’s a very nice friend of mine. Fat! Always sakitkan my hati. Apa lagi? Always ask me to belanja him whenever i’m with him. But he’ll always be a good friend of mine!

I’m done!!

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(People! This 2 things are our Cohort’s homework! Haha.)

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new questions formulated by themselves

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse (haha!) These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people

Name : Jessica Ang May Ching.
Mksud nama: Jessica : wealthy, Ang : red, May : Mui choy (preserved mustard cabbage), Ching (crystal).. I don’t actually what my name means. Haha!
Birthday : 24th December 1989.
Birthplace : Bukit Mertajam, Penang, Malaysia.
Time of Birth : 1245.
Zodiac Sign : Capricorn.

This or that?

Flower or Chocolate : Chocolate.
Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi.
Pop or Rock : Pop.
Relationship or 1 Nite Stand : Relationship.
School or Work : School.
Love or Money : Love.
Movies or Music : Music.
Jungle or sea : Sea.
Sunny Days or Rainy Days : Sunny days.
Friends or Family : Family.

Have you ever..

Smoked : No.
Broke some1’s heart : Yes. Padan muka. Haha!
Had your heart broken : Yes. Padan muka to me. =.=”
Wish u were a prince/princess : Don’t have to wish. I’m my parent’s princess.
Liked some1 who was taken : A big YES!
Shaved your head : Yes. When i was a child.
Been in love : Yes.
Used chopsticks : Expert.
Sang in front of the mirror to yourself : Yeah!

Favourites

Candy : Chuppa Chups.
Song : Love with no regret - Raymond Lam.
Musical Instrument : Piano & Trumpet. I miss my trumpet.
Movie : Madagascar 2. (For now)
Actor/actress : Raymond Lam and Linda Chung (Chinese). Ben Stiller and Jessica Alba (English). [for now]
Junk Food : Rocky!
Animal : Buckie the dog! *bark bark*

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself? : My desire for food. Its good to love food, but in my case, i’m more to abusing food because i eat it in a big portion, not by enjoying it. *Sobbs*
Do you think you’re attractive? : Yes, at least i have a pair of eyes, nose, mouth, ears, hair, leg, hands, bla bla.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life, what would you choose? : Is Polar Express considered as a fairy tale?
You play any sports? : Basketball, swimming bowling.

8 random FACTS about yourself :

1. They say i’m easy going.
2. I like hanging out!
3. I like to eat.
4. I’m a music person.
5. I’m sometimes quiet, depends in which crowd i am in.
6. I’m the youngest but the biggest in my family.
7. I like Pikachu.
8. I’m a future teacher.

People to tag :

Amy Ang May Yen
Niazurul
Noblemien
Ah Kam Koko
Em

*Its Friday already..

*Its just Friday..

Hello there people! Yes, tomorrow is Friday and that means i have wasted a week rotting at home. But if we look at the bright side, i still have 6 weeks of holidays! (Ce sera une bonne occasion pour que je puisse etudier pour l’examen. Peut-etre.)  But its freaking boring here at home. I woke up, do breakfast, rot, watch TV, check stuff on facebook, rot, watch TV again, lunch, TV, rot, wait for sisters to come back, dinner, rot, TV, rot, online, rot, sleep (while rotting).

But basically everyone is the same. We planned some outings, we asked for more holidays, but in the end, none of the plannings succeed (maybe 1) and we ended up rotting at home. LOL.

As always, the best parts of the day are when i watch my TVBs. I repeated Moonlight Resonance, The Seventh Day and some episodes of Scoops. I know u guys will surely ask why am i so addicted to TVB, ‘do u think it feels like auntie or housewife? ‘ bla bla bla. Haihz, basically its the same with those people out there who are crazy for television series like Heroes, Smallville, Prison Break, Desperate Housewives, Bawang Merah Bawang Putih.. (come on name me more!) Its just that i like kantonis series more, because most of the dramas are actually related to what happened in Chinese families. U guys out there can try and watch and I say Moonlight Resonance is the best!

Yet, this has nothing to do with TGIF. Haha!

Anybody have any idea what can i do to pass my free times? Gosh.

1.  i am ‘sharifah aini’

Sharifah Aini? I have no idea about her. Even when i go googling about her, i still don’t know what is so same about us. Maybe i like to sing. Occasionally. Haha!

2. i love to watch foreign movies..

Of course! Well TVB is my favourite! Hong Kong movies! And French too. Haha. But it depends on the genre also. If its too lovey dovey, i don’t really fancy also. Haha!

3. i love to cook (idea faizly :P)

Hell no. I love to eat, but not really cook. (Jatuh saham liao! :p) If it is cooking something simple like mushroom soup or pisang goreng i’m fine with it. But when it comes to cooking fried fish or stuffs like that then don’t ask me. I hate it when the oil splashes because i scream alot so when the oil splashed i’ll definitely scream. Haha!

4. i used to be bullied…

Bullied by friends or seniors? Not at all! Well for some reason yes, but it is not considered bully la. Its a girl stuff. Most of the time no. But when it comes to teachers and lecturers, i will say a big YES! I was in the band troup, and i was not a biology student, so the teachers actually said that i’m not a good person and stuffs like that. (I’m the only Nonmuslim in Science Techical stream so i’ve been treated quite badly) I don’t really understand. There was once a KH teacher, (well, she didn’t teach me KH also and i was not even in her class at any times!) she actually told my sisters that i talk alot in classes, i walk here and there, i do this and that (all the bad things she’ll say i do it) but hell! I didn’t even know her that close. It is a racist thingy, trust me it is. She condemns more than my class teacher. Its just because that she’s the PKHEM’s wife, she speaks like she’s the headmistress. What a retard. I’ll always remember her man. During the Raya celebration where we all queued up to do the minta maaf thingy, she actually said sorry for everything and i didn’t say a thing. Haha! Padan muka hang! :p

5. i m ‘boroi’

I was boroi, i am boroi but i won’t always be a boroi. :p

6. i cant live without the internet…

Yeap, i have wireless connection both at my sister’s place and in Penang so i like internet! Haha!

7. i prefer pepsi than coca cola

I don’t like both! I’m a coffee person! Haha!

7 people to tag?

1. Amy

2. Sis Nisa

3. Nancie

4. Niazurul

5. Fara

6. Adnin

7. Em

Gosh, i just came back from a long walk to Ming Tien (SS24 Taman Megah) for a dinner with Preena, Grace, Adnin, Amy and Sharmyn and it was a very nice dinner with them (although i don’t really have the idea what they were talking about) but seriously i enjoyed eating out with them (especially with Grace because i haven’t been out with her for days).

Then after we came back, Grace and I decided to walk to Oldtown in Bangsar South to have some coffee and lepak2 as we haven’t really sit down and talk to each other since last week. Hehe. Ironic eh? :p But then our harapan hancur-ed because we met Adam, Reva, Nancie and Vimal on our way there at the gate, and they caught us for some chat. Haha! So Grace and i didn’t go to Oldtown but its a very nice night chatting with them there. We sat there till its over curfew, and Madam Maimun saw us there but she didn’t nag or what. She’s just a sweet lady, she let us lepak for about 15 minutes more and then she said : ‘Its time for sleep rite now, and its about to rain, come on lets go and have some rests.’ Gosh she’s so sweet!!

Well then when i went back to my room, my mood actually changed. Its like a whole lot of difference when i’m with those bunch of guys, and when i’m with my course/housemates. The thing is, i prefer so much to hang out with the hype gang (Grace, Adnin, Nancie, Adam, Preena, Amy, Shoggi and all the others) because, they are who i supposed to melekat with because they’re nons, and they understand what i understand. I never have conversations about James Bond with my housemates, i never eat out till supper time with them and i never chat with lecturers like how i did with the hype gang. Sobb2.

And then, to accept the fact that these bunch of nice people are leaving soon really gets me emo! Before getting close to them, i have been mixing with the wrong type of people that gets me on my nerves everytime because they are those type of people who do not know how to care about people’s feelings and stuffs. They are selfish and i am just not apart of them anymore. Gosh. (Sorry to say this but i am supposed to tell out the truth and come clean rite?) Where as, my course/housemates are good and nice, but we don’t really cling to each other, when it comes to some point where we really are different from each other. They won’t understand most of my jokes, and they don’t really know what am i talking about also. Like the scene in Money Not Enough 2 where Ah Hui and his mother was quarrelling about his mother’s memory lost, i can still react the scene with Grace and we’ll laugh about that. U see, i am not trying to make a distance from myself and my course/housemates, but it’s just that sometimes somethings might not be appropriate between us.

Gosh, now i am getting myself so emo because i just don’t want them to leave, but thank God Preena and Adam will be in Marjon so i’ll be able to spend some time with them although its far from Besancon.

I am emo, i know.

Firstly, the TESL Cohort 5 people are leaving to their desired new study place, and the sad thing is that i just get to know and mix and hang out and lepak with them when the year is about to end. I don’t know how do i feel now, but to be honest, i am emo now. Grace is going to New Zealand, Adnin is going to MacQ, and everyone else. After this no one’s going to Oldtown with me. No one’s going to amjal with me. No one’s going to sit by the side of the road with me and lepak and sembang about James Bond and stuffs! (Yea, that day when the 5 of us - Adnin, Adam, Sharmyn, Naveen, Shoggi were lepak-ing by the roadside there’s this stupid dumbass ran the bike and fed us with smokes. I hope he’l die soon) Argh! Gosh i just hope that they won’t leave or even 2009 will not come. Then not to forget i’m flying to France by September. Okay, this is one of the things that i can’t wait for, but the idea of leaving the family is extremely sad. I am sure i’ll be crying all day because i am so so so far from them. I won’t be seeing Momy and Daddy for almost a year, i won’t be talking face to face with my sisters, and then Ryan! My God! I won’t be playing with Ryan for 3 years! So then, i really have to plan and save money to fly back every Chinese New Year. Man..

Ouh! Not to forget the Cohort 2 people. They’re leaving soon also. I’ll miss the days i play basketball with Durra n Leny, then the eating times together with Shin Yi.

Haihz.

Nevermind la.

Come what may.

Ok, let’s get back to the point. Recently, there are these series of unfortunate events happening on me, and so i decided to flush them away. But how? Well, remember there’s this saying : If u think u can, u can? I manipulate it to : If u think u’re ok, u’re ok. Then, i read a Buddhist book that says : Your problems are what u made and what u think off. So i analyse it, i rethink and then i came out with something positive. Then, there’s this book entitled The Secret that says : “If you resist, you persist.” And yea, i ended with success!

Premièrement, its about the lecturers bragging us all the time. When i come to think of it again, it’s the responsibilities of the lecturers to nag at their students because they actually cared about them ; and then even though how good a person scored, that does not mean that the lecturers cannot continue to membebel because they are made for that! Right? Haha. Of course there are times we will actually burst out when we are often taken as the victim, but it will be alright, because we will get over it sooner or later. LIKE MY CASE I MENTIONED BEFORE IN MY PREVIOUS POSTS ABOUT MISS TEH! Wahahahaha. Désolée madame. :p

And then, so they happen to talk about relationships and stuffs, there were almost half (or more) people in the class who has/had committed in a relationship. And that included me. I remembered i was in my third former i had a boyfriend, then when i think about it again, it was damn funny! That guy was not quite my type. He was all party and stuff, and i don’t really belong to the havoc type of gang, because i was in the orchestra team. SO THAT WAS WHAT MADE US FAMOUS. A nerd-innocent-orchestra-girl with a strong-tall-rugby-guy is so not a match! Wahaha, but what the heck! We made it however. Eventhough we are different, we have some similarities, as in our likes and dislikes and we were quite ngam. I know what he talks about, and he understands my jokes! Haha. And yea, that was also the time when i don’t really fancy to have handsome boyfriend and stuffs, because i was satisfied with what i got. But now no more okay, i am single now, and i like it! Haha.

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So that is all for now, i still have to catch up on my studies. So toodles everyone!

P/S : My exam (DELF B2) are most probably canceled, and instead of taking it end of this year, we will sit the papers on March next year. Un petit ‘hurray” d’abord…