I have a very limited access to the internet, my house’s water pipe broke, the elevator in the apartment is malfunctioning, and i am exposed to the H1N1 surroundings and environment. What can be worse than that? I mustn’t go out to where the crowds are to avoid the pandemic disease. I need to walk to the nearest unlocked apartment in the morning to take a shower for 2 weeks. I have to wait until the weekends to get myself into the cyber world for assignments purposes. And i am tired of walking up and down especially when i have evening classes and activities with the lecturer. Sigh!!!

I can’t wait for tomorrow to come. After class, i will be meeting Shin Yi, and later the evening i will be back to my sister’s place in Subang. The next day, we’ll be heading down to Penang for some marriage thingy (my sister’s).

Till then, i hope the conditions mentioned above will be better as soon as possible. I am really hating the bad things that happened, because i can’t really do anything about it. It isn’t cool, and i am so not happy.

Ok. Dad bought some durian back home just now, and as usual, we grouped ourselves in the kitchen, waiting for dad to slaughter the mouthwatering durians. And the problem is whenever i eat durian, i will, gobble up as much water as i can as soon as possible, or not, my throat will feel sticky, and i will cough, and then the next day, demam. Seriously. But the idea of drinking water after eating durian is not good at all, because of burps. Everyone knows durian-smelt-burps are disgusting, smelly, grotesque and so eeeuuww. So i waited like an hour, getting ready for a half cup of water. And guess what, instead of a half cup of water, i drank 2 bottles of water, and a few moments after that, i start to burp like crazy. Well, mom said don’t drink water, but i just can’t help it. I went into my room, closed the door, open the windows, and burped. Burp burp burp.. Buuuurrrrrrrrrppppppppp~~~ Even after bathing, i brushed my teeth, and i burped in the shower. I drank coffee, and i still burp durian! How frustrating is that? Burp~ Again. =.=”

So should i say no to durian? Like how Adam J said no to laksa? Or should i say no to water after durian, and get ready for the fever is coming. Haihz. I burped again..

Its 11.50pm, ten minutes till midnight. And why am i even telling about the time when i know when i publish this entry on my blog, it would be 12.30am or maybe 2.30am already.

So what did i do during the 6 free days? I promised myself that i would relax, but working, at the same time. But i just didn’t. I have been working on useless craps, like watching the same movie over and over again, taking afternoon naps even though i never feel tired like i were during college days. I have never go out town since then. And i have been trying to blog, numerous time, but something kept me away from posting it. So u can see, i have 18 drafts, since last Sunday. Awkwardness.

Today was quite an interesting day, or yesterday, because its already 5th of June now. I spent the whole day reading a new book, or e-book, (whatever u call that). A book which i planned on buying it when i drop by any bookstore, but i got it in ‘e’ version, thanks to a very good friend of mine. At least, i claim he’s one of the very good friends i have, yes, i claimed.

I loved the book. I’m on my way to Chapter 13 now. Just to acknowledge.

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Its a total weirdness when i was so anticipated to go back to my hometown, when there’s nothing much that i could do here. Because i can’t really talk to anyone. Sigh. But i do love staying at home, with family. Its just that, i needed some one that i could confide in. I really do. And i am so thankful to have this senior who will always work with me whenever i feel like i had something to spill out. I am grateful that the internet works, but i know it wasn’t enough. I needed something more. Anyways, i should say, thanks for being there for me.

What is the matter with me? I couldn’t seem to find myself the way i want me to be. What the hell?

Will be blogging for more maybe next time. I wanted to blog, but i am blanked now. I was actually waiting for someone to share something, but since it is going to be an absence, i might as well get my feet off the ground and start dreaming. Till then, adios, and good night.

I am so looking forward for this 2nd Twilight sequel, and will finish reading the book first before watching it. Can somebody buy me the whole set of twilight, please?

By the way, Angels & Demons is fantastic, both the book and the movie.

Yesterday morning, i woke up, and it was 5.23am. I didn’t set the alarm at that particular hour, but i just woke up, without any adrenaline rush or wasn’t i exhausted. It was perfect. I woke up, like after finished dreaming (a beautiful dream which i can hardly even remember any piece of it :P), i looked at the clock, and then decided to go back to sleep because it was just too early.

But the uneasiness embarked when i heard some noises near me. As stressful as it may seem, i couldn’t get myself back to dreamland because the noise was too  disturbing and unfamiliar, in a way. So there i was, lying on my bed, consciously observing every single activities did by my room mate. But as the alarm clock rang, at the same time my room mate went off to Putrajaya, i had my eyes open widely, went for a bath, got myself ready, and then i stood on my bed, with a cup of nescafe, while reading “Angels & Demons”. It was perfect. I was at ease, and i really enjoyed the 30 minutes of reading and waiting for the time to leave the apartment to class.

And during the walk towards the academic building, the weather was so nice, that i felt like i were standing in the middle of the ocean. There were cold breeze and a very slight wind blowing through my hair, little squirrels were running here and there, up to the coconut trees, birds chipping, and friends, saluting each other when they met on the road. Classes were fun too, as there were not much works to do.

IN THE CONTRARY

Today/this morning, it was/is/will be a disaster. I just know. I knew that, today would be much much much more gloomy than yesterday/tomorrow. There will be pissed-off faces, for sure. I can assure that. U know, negative plus negative will never be positive. So that is why, there are sayings that asked us to smile always, take things easy, and stuffs like that. Emotions can influence, and be influenced. Point finale.

p/s : Let’s just see what will happen today, and i will blog it tomorrow. I actually wanted to blog the first half yesterday, because yesterday (and what happened yesterday from morning until 3pm) were really agreable and wonderful. After that, everything was sadistic.

Tagged by Yana!!

7 facts about me :

1. My name is Ang May Ching (as in IC), pet name is Jessica, created by myself. But before this, i was named Gigi, so my name was Gigi Ang May Ching. Haha! Gigi was given by my sisters, but when i was small, i don’t really like that name because it sounded exactly like gigi (teeth in Bahasa Malaysia). Lols!

2. I like sports so much, but instead of ending up looking like a sports girl, i looked more like a big eater. Gosh.

3. My favourite ice cream flavour is chocolate, and will always be since the day i hated vanilla.

4. I love Jay Chou. Very much. Very very much. He is a great singer, not because he has a cute face, but because that he is very talented. He can sing, play cello, guitar, piano, and name it! Haha!!

5. I like Keropi and Pikachu!!

6. I am currently practicing my piano again. I want to brush up my piano skills so that i can perform whenever and wherever i am needed. Part time job as a piano tutor in France maybe?

7. My all time favourite video game is definitely Super Mario, computer game is Gunbound/Counter Strike. But when it comes to the simulator, i’ll run to the para para dance stage. Haha!!

7 things i’m most afraid of :

1. Death.

2. I am afraid of repeating mistakes i’ve done before.

3. Afraid of losing something/someone that i never want to lose.

4. Leeches!!

5. Afraid of robbers, rapers, and people like that.

6. Snakes~

7. Money! Because when i have them, i will spend them like water!

7 most favourite songs (for now)

1. Jay Chou - Dao Dai

2. Evan & Jaron - Crazy for This Girl

3. Jon Bon Jovi - Always

4. Lady Gaga - Starstruck

5. Yelle - A Cause des Garcon

6. Jay Chou - Yuan You Hui (Festival)

7. Pete Murray - So Beautiful

7 most often sayings :

1. The heck???

2. Merdes!!

3. ..stuffs like that..

4. gitew~~

5. babi! hahahhaha~~

6. No la..

7. Jay Chou is so cute eh, lu chai boh??

7 most valuable belongings.

1. My family.

2. My laptop.

3. My cellphone.

4. My money.

5. My teddy Lulu, dad bought me since i was 4.

6. My cosmetics! Hahaha!!

7. My Jay Chou collectibles!

7 first times! :

1. Eating kimchi, yang tak sedap langsung.

2. Back home by bus.

3. To church with Grace.

4. First blog.

5. Aiyo tak tau la apa lagi first time!!

6. ????????

7. bleghhh~~~~

7 peeps to tag :

1,2,3,4,5,6,7, no particular person lah. Everybody wud be so busy to this tagging thingy. Haha!!

Tagged by Mien!

WALLPAPER SCREEN!!

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So what u have to do are:

1) “Printscreen” your wallpaper. No editing! Not cool!

2) Give reason(s) or explain.

3) Tag 5 peeps! At least!

So, here goes!!!~~

1.

2.

Well, this one is obviously an edited one, (no lies) because i decided to group up all the photos of my special ones. Previously, it was a photo of this month’s TVB Calender, but i changed it to Jay Chou’s photos because i had to do a presentation about Jay Chou in my class, and i was trying to save my time so i just cut and pasted his photo and made it as my desktop’s wallpaper so i don’t have to open any program. Plus, that is to show how passionate i am to him. =.=” Hahahaha!!

3.

I’m tagging :

Nas.AdamJ.Olivia.Emilia.Idazreena.

Next one, tagged by Nas, and supposed to tell 10 things about me…..

Ok, here goes..

1. I like Jay Chou. Very very much!
2. I haven’t got my driving license yet, so, its so not cool!
3. I never played barbie dolls when i was a kid, because i don’t like them. They reminds me of Chucky Doll.
4. I’m flying to France this September, and i am still not sure if i am excited with it or not.
5. I’m a big fan of techno and trance.
6. Apparently, my mood swings every now and then. (I was a very peaceful person before this.)
7. I can swim, but i never know how to float. =.=”
8. I feel like eating Koko Krunch now.
9. I can play piano, perfectly. Haha!! Perasan. I can even play trumpet, saxophone, trombone, tuba, euphonium, drums, and guitar. Because i was a band member before.
10. I like Keropi and Pikachu. Haha!

I would like to tag AdamJ.Olivia.Emilia.Idazreena. Again. Haha! Sorry!! Idzrul, Mashita, Ayn, Atiqa Saleh, Buckie, Ryan. Haha!!

Last friday, i went to Midvalley’s post office with Jasmine to send something to my bestfriend Nia, and then we went back to the hostel straight away after Jasmine bought her food. While waiting for Jas to finish up her shoppings, i went to Speedy a while to search for a cd. And at that moment, they played Louis Armstrong’s What a Wonderful World. So i was singing along, until a guy came in and asked me, what is the title of this song. I wasn’t sure if the title is Wonderful World, or What a Wonderful World, or, what so ever, so i actually wanted to tell him to ask the people working here. But all of a sudden, i said, “Hey, i think the title of this song is What a Wonderful World, if i am not mistaken, and the singer is er, let me see, Neil Armstrong?” then i giggled. Haha! It came out spontaneously and i didn’t realise that i actually mentioned Neil Armstrong when the singer is supposed to be Louis Armstrong! Haha! Luckily i giggled, and then that guy laughed and said, “U’re funny!!” =___=” And to cover up my chagrin, i suddenly asked him why do he need this song for, and i, actually started a conversation with this cute guy. OMG! He is cute, at least he got Jay Chou’s hair and he really looked like a chi-ed (chinese education) but he spoke good english! But he didn’t stay long. He said he’s from Taiping but he is starting his work in KL in Menara IGB to be exact, so, yea, i didn’t even know why we talked about that. Lols.

So that guy went off and i continue on searching my discs. I was actually looking for Sepet the movie as presents for my 2 beautiful young but knowledgeable french lecturers (Emilie & Stephanie) for teacher’s day. And why would i want to choose that movie as a present? Well, they showed us movies on how the french live their life, eg, discriminating and discriminated, to love and be loved, to speak out their minds, and a lot more stuffs i had never imagine before. And i am so sure that they will not have any idea on how things go in Malaysia, outside of KL of course. And the story of this peranakan boy, falling in love with this Malay girl is one of the best piece for them!

The holidays will be starting very soon and i reckon, it won’t last for long either. After the break, we will have to commence a new term, c’est a dire, homeworks and exams again. I was actually thinking of reading the books i bought from MPH warehouse sale, but i still haven’t get the chance to read even one of them. Great big sigh.

Anyone out there missing me? Because i haven’t been exploring KL like i always do last year. I want to go for a walk in Bukit Bintang. I want to run at Taman Jaya. I want to play basketball every evening like i used to. I miss those days! An even great big sigh!!

It is 2.26 am now and i still haven’t finish doing my assignments. Literature. Why do u always have to kill me!!!! +______+”"

Its 2.02 am, and i am not asleep yet. *Yawns* Finished reading Ryan’s new blog, and surprisingly, i kinda feel weird and sad when i start to think, again. It is not because that Ryan has got a new blog page or what, but the fact that we are all growing up really sadden me. Chey was once a university girl, came out and start working with companies, but now, she’s a full time housewife, taking care of her son and her husband. (Ça m’étonne, vraiment de voir le changement exact de ma chère sœur.) But its a good thing, still, because her life will be much easier like that, as she has got a good husband that can take care of her and the family. But i will be missing the times when she wants to take me to the lake, but i didn’t want to because i was always afraid that i will fall. Chicken!

Haihz, i scored my exam, badly. So bad that it made me flash back on how i studied for my exams during secondary school. I never passed my exam, because i was so busy for other things but academic. I preferred running at the field, band practice, that i put my studies aside. But thanks a lot to God, i got my SPM, and i am out of  school.

Honestly, i didn’t do my exam well. I didn’t know what happened to myself, because all this while i know i do well, and i never ever stop studying. I won’t get less than 70% and i know, if i get less than that, i can call myself stupid because language is what i really am made for. I only need to focus on 1 subject, and that is the simplest thing i have ever done in my whole life. And what now, i ended up scoring 59/100, ranking second last. I WAS usually the top, at least top 3, but now, i am down below. Haihz, i am disappointed, but i have to accept it anyhow. Knowing that i don’t usually stay at the bottom, i know i will score better in my next exam. (This might sound corky and arrogant, but i need to get my confidence back!)

Anyways, a big felicitation to Atiqa, my classmate for getting the highest for B2. Seriously your efforts really paid!

Its 2.35am, and i gotta go. I have to wake up early tomorow to wash the clothes and then go breakfast with sisters. DimSum i hope!

Au revoir mes cheries!

Remember i said i was so sad because of some misunderstandings between me and my best friend, that i wanted so much to shout out loud and cry and sleep the whole day and do whatever i can to forget about that? Ahax! Indeed i slept! It was the Friday that i was simply thinking that it’s no use to grieve for something that might not come to life again, so i decided to delete all the un-cool memories in my head, and heart. And then i went to sleep on my royal bed, hugging my fish plushie and my powerpuff girl huggable pillow. Then suddenly i heard a super loud cry from the back of the house, but i was just too lazy to bother. “It might be some snakes wandering around in somebody’s room, or maybe they found a dead baby somewhere, erm, ahh!! Maybe somebody found out she’s pregnant!” Haha! Evil thoughts right? But i was just too lazy to bother! At that time, i just wanted to sleep, and wake up at 5, pack up my stuffs, go back to my sister’s place and rest in peace. So i just couldn’t be bother, i just meh with it! (First time using ‘meh’ actually, thanks to the KIP! :P) Suddenly, a classmate came in to my royal chamber and said, “kite semua lulus B2″. So there it goes again, the super loud shouting and yelling, came from ME! Haha!! I was soooooo damn excited to know that everyone in my cohort passed this frightening exam, and 100% man! 100% passed! Phew and Yay~ Congratulations guys, congratulations!

So we are relieved. Now it is time for us to prepare stuffs to go there, while having fun during the weekdays! HAVING FUN ON WEEKDAYS! How cool is that? Haha! I find sleeping very annoying nowadays. Its like, i sleep every free time i have and it is unhealthy! I am gonna find some beneficial things to do during the evening like finishing up my novels, running around the garden, basketball, swimming, or whatever shit i can do! How i wish i can go fishing, or maybe climbing hills, go walking around the beach, and some other stuffs from what i used to do. I want to go to Bali, but i never had the chance to. Come on, who wants to go to Bali with me??

Well, i had a lot more things to say, but i don’t have enough time. I gotta go back to the hostel in 15 minutes time, so i guess i just have to say chow now. I really had a great time at home this weekend because i am happy. I am happy that my whole class passed the exam, and i think i will be in a very good mood for the whole week!

Will update as soon as i can, arrivederci for now!