I miss my Momy Dady Chey n Ryan eh. Sobbsobb. It has been almost one month since i’ve talked to Momy, play with Ryan, chat with Chey, call ‘Dady!’ out loud, said “Dady eat rice, Momy eat rice, Chey chey eat rice!” and i miss them so much!! Me being in KL, isn’t very happy though. I prefer to be in my hometown, Bukit Mertajam, Penang. There, i can get to go eat DimSum in Wong Chow every weekend, accompany Momy to the market in the mornings, play domino with Ryan, watch Playhouse Disney channel with Ryan, watch WahLaiToi every night, and lots lots more! Waaaaaaaa i miss it so much!!! =(

Many things happened this year. Earlier, Dady went to operate both his hands. I was sad at first, knowing that Dady had to go to the hospital. Dady is an engineer. Eh, no, Dady is a successful engineer. Dady made the couplings by Dady’s own hand, and i shall say, Dady is a very smart engineer. There were couple of days where the electricity in our house broke down because of over-using watt, and Dady fixed it well. We don’t need electrician to come and fix the electricity, we don’t need the plumber to fix the pipe, we don’t need any repairman to fix the air-conditioner, and we need no one to come and help us. Because Dady can do it all. Dady, the best father in this world. I remembered once when we went to Chai Leng Park market, i saw him giving money to an old beggar. I know, many will think that this is not a big deal, but it really touches my heart. When i was 4 years old, Dady bought me my first teddy bear. And we even named her Lulu! Ngehngeh. Lulu was my first ever plushie toy and i like her so much. I spent most of the time playing and talking with her. (Shoooot! i’m not crazy but small little girls memang suka talk and play with their teddies one ok? =p) Me loves my dady, although it rarely comes out through my mouth, but deep in my heart, i place him. He is my idol, the only man that i salutes to.

My beloved Dady!

Momy. Only God knows how much Momy has given for the best of Momy’s family. I thanked Momy so much for giving birth to me. Momy just know how to endure even though i have given so much trouble to Momy. I know, everything that Momy do is for the best of her children. Momy never hesitate to give hands whenever Momy’s daughters need help. Momy is strong, Momy is noble, Momy is the best. Remember Lulu? Momy did sew a skirt for Lulu to wear. (”,) Momy did so many things for us, without any complain. 4 of Momy’s daughter gave so many troubles to Momy, and Momy always try the best to help us. Momy take care of Momy’s little grandson, Ryan, and Momy has guided Ryan to be a good and clever little boy. How much has Momy given, only God knows. Thanks Momy, thank Momy so much…

My beloved Momy!!

Chey Chey Ang. Chey and me, we are 15 years old different. But we still have a very good relation, even though i am so much younger than Chey. Even didn’t spend much time together, i love Chey, and i am thankful that Chey is my Chey Chey. I can recall when i was small, when Chey is here, Chey always hold my hand while walking. I miss those time. Being the first child in the family, i know Chey has given a lot also to take care of Chey’s younger sisters. Recently, Chey was robbed by a stupid woman. That fella robbed Chey’s wallet while Chey’s in her office, and Chey didn’t utter a single bad word because Chey knows, everything happens for a reason, and it is ok with Chey. And it is ok too with Chey when Chey’s sisters bug Chey to help them do something. Like i always do. Chey is like Momy too, Chey has guided his little Ryan to be a smart boy, who respects everybody. And deep in me i know, Chey will become a good mother, like Momy. =)

Cheychey n Erjie!

Erjie Ang. Erjie is always a happy go lucky person. Whenever Erjie got problems, Erjie won’t show it off, and Erjie will always laugh out loud. Admittedly, Erjie is always the one who makes Dady n Momy laugh, Erjie is kind of the joker in the family. Hehehe. Erjie is good towards her sisters. Erjie always accompany and help Chey when Chey needs help, and i know, Erjie has been a place for Chey to cry on whenever Chey got problems. Not only that, Erjie also always console Erjie’s sisters to be a better person, as like what Erjie always told me. People always say that Erjie and me look almost the same. Both of us looks alot like Dady! =) Not to forget Erjie’s pet son, Buckie the stupid dog. Ngehhh~ No la, Buckie is not stupid, he is just manja and gedik at times. =P.

Then, Sanjie Ang. Sanjie is older than me by 3 years. Our memories together are when we fight. =P When i was small, we fought like everyday, every 3 hours. We shared room, and during the night, Sanjie will always ask me to off the light when we are going to bed, even though the plug is so near to Sanjie! =P Sanjie is the one who helped me lots too. And Sanjie never hesitates to help me from time to time. Sanjie loves kids very much. Sanjie is the one to take care of Ryan when Chey and Momy are not free. Sanjie showed of the potentials of being a good mother already now! =P

Sanjie and her dishes, hahahaha..

Not to forget Ryan my dearest baby nephew, Ryan’s dady, Ah San Ko, and Kor, the ones who completed my life.

Ryan, is he cute!! =D

This is what happen when students are boring during classes :

1. They curi photo from books.

This photo is taken in the “La Collection De Livre Enfantin = Les Ours Bruns” Mama bear is calling Papa bear and Baby bear for porridge.

2. They cam-whore. (Take unnecessary photos)

They show off their tongue for dunno why.

They act cute.. Like Billy said! Haha..

They drink Strawberry Milk and realize that it wasn’t that good also. Dutch Lady one is better though..

2. They sms their friends, or friend, during classes, (what a bad student they are) and they send mms to each other too. Haha!

Piggy me sketched by Adnin? Hahaha..

Ngehngehngeh!! Jessica is bosan!! =P

Il n y a presque rien a faire tous les soirs! Ce que je fasse, c’est dormir, et faire les recherches inutile sur l’internet. Néanmoins, la connexion d’internet dans l’appartement ne marche pas bien! Ça me fait vraiment très stressée! Figure-toi, quand on a pleins de devoirs a faire, c’est le temps que mon ordinateur devient le plus faible. Et c’est évident que je devrais aller a la bibliothèque pour chercher les infos sur l’ordinateur la, et ouvert les livres pour lire certains choses importants! La bibliothèque, il fait vraiment froid, et c’est toujours possible et très confortable si on dort la bas! Hahaha.

Mais moi, je préfère de rester dans l’appartement parce qu’il y a tous ce que je doit, sauf l’internet. “doit-elle souscrire le broadband alors?” C’est vraiment très cher, mais, je ne pourrais rien faire, sauf d’attendre la connexion d’améliorer, et quelquefois, utiliser l’ordinateur d’amis pour faire les choses. Ahhh, c’est vraiment tres membencikan! Je ne supporte pas d’être une parasite, utiliser toujours les choses qui ne sont pas les miens! =( … Une personne comme moi qui aime passer le temps avant l’ordinateur. Stressée~

Je me sens très seule maintenant. Il me manque toujours. Même si on n’a aucune relation entre nous, je lui pense toujours. Ouais, je suis vraiment stupide, je sais. Mais, l’amour est aveugle! Tout le monde le sait!

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Warning to all, don’t use altavista or any translation tool to translate what i have written here. It will end up like this :

Translated from http://babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_txt

There N is almost nothing has to make every evening! What I do, it is to sleep, and make research useless on the Internet. Nevertheless, the connection of Internet in the apartment does not go well! That really makes me very stressed! Appear yourself, when one has full with duties has to make, it is time that my computer becomes weakest. And it is obvious that I should go to the library to seek the infos on the computer, and open books for reading certain things important! The library, it makes really cold, and it is always possible and very comfortable if one sleeps it low! Hahaha. But me, I prefer to remain in the apartment because there are all what I owe, except the Internet. “does it have to subscribe the broadband then?” It is really very expensive, but, I could not nothing make, except awaiting connection to improve, and sometimes, to use the computer of friends to make the things. Ahhh, it is really very serious! I do not support to be a parasite, to always use the things which are not mine! = (… a person as me which likes to spend time before the computer. Stressée~ I very only feel now. I always miss it. Even if one has no relation between us, I always think to him. Ouais, I am really stupid, I know. But, the love is blind! Everyone knows it!

Hahaha! Oh my God! Makes me feel like i’m a english-dunno girl when i translate those texts though! =.=” What is wrong with babelfish. Funny. I’m rolling on the floor! Hahahahahahhaha~~~~

I’m sure u guys will get the idea of this post, when u read the translation. Haha. It’s not wrong, it is just that the babelfish translate one word by one. So it makes it weird. =P

I like to drink this chrysanthemum tea..

But Miss Teh said don’t drink this kind of drink in class..

She said i’m so childish, drinking this chrysanthemum tea..

Kesian me, cannot drink it in the class anymore..

=’(

I went to Midvalley just now. Again? Haha. Yeap. Went to bowling and also watched The Happening by M. Night Shyamalan. Quite nice also eh that show, but the ending was left hanging la. Its a little bit scary also. Haha..

Why some people can easily get so emotional leh? Why can’t tolerate? Why like to make face eh? Weird. Human’s nature i guess. When we are not satisfied with what we get, the face can turn so bad and, pergh.. Not nice to be seen! Haha. Well, it is just that one of my friends is unhappy because we chose to watch The Happening, not The Incredible Hulk. I watched TIH already what, that’s why i don’t want to watch again. Waste my money eh! =P … Hahaha, after watching terserempak with Kor’s friend some more. Sueanne and Jeff if i’m not mistaken. Said hi to them also, but they can’t recognise me. Took a long time to remember who am i though. Haha..

Then, went Kim Gary with Pearlie. Super spend oh today, like menang lottery like that. Well, since i didn’t touch lots of money since last week and the beginning of this week, i am dare a bit to spend on expensive food. Its been a long time since we’ve go to Kim Gary also. And we did promise each other to pay Kim Gary a visit when we got time. Haha. Ate sandwich only though. Not much nice food there to eat, but i just like to drink their YingYong. =) Yummy! Costs us around 24 bucks also, expensive eh! 1 person eat 12 bucks. Oh yea, sure expensive le, we ordered 2 YingYong, 1 CheeseHam Sandwich, 1 FrenchFries, and 1 Spagheti or something like that. Quite hungry also at that time. I didn’t take my breakfast and lunch. So i just hantam at night. Haha.

Nadege and Miss Teh was not here these few days. And that made us so freaking free until we don’t know what to do. BUT. Tomorrow, both of them will be here, and they want to do extra classes and extra homeworks, which is one of the thing that i loathe the most. I’m so bad. Lecturer wants to make extra class also marah. Haha. Bad student! =P

At night, chatted with a good friend of mine. He is sad because he had so many problems recently, and he was down, i think. What i can say to him is not to worry so much. We shared our problems, and we consoled each other also. If u happen to read this blog, just chill k dude. Believe me things will not be as worse as u thought.

Good night to all! =)

Wah.. I went to UM just now. Eh no, i walked to UM. Was planning to go swimming actually. But then when we reached there, the pool is close until next week because of some technical problem. Shhss.. Restless.

Got somebody kutuk my blog eh? He/she said that my blog stories too many things that happen daily, not things that are good to be read and sourceful. *Blegh =P to u*.. Didn’t scold him/her back also. Because i don’t want to bother bout what he/she talk also. Biaq pi la! Hahah.

Why am i so passive leh these days? Tired? Lazy? Heartbroken? … I also don’t know. I don’t go hang out like i used to anymore. And i don’t crave for McD like i always do before this. Why leh? ~Changements du gouts?~ (taste changing?) Maybe also.

After walking back to college, we stopped at scud there for a while to tapau milo ice. Then, i saw someone. I wasn’t sure that was him at first. But i didn’t want to look again as i don’t dare to. Don’t dare?? Yea, because if i do, i will get stuck by looking at his face then i will think of him over and over again.

Why that happen leh? Its not like the first time also this happen to me. Hurm, but its the first time la experiencing things as terrible as this. =( Why couldn’t i just let go leh? Just ignore la, make dunno, buat bodoh je, forget bout him la, relax2 can ady… That is what i keep saying to myself. But in the end, i cannot do it also.

Maybe i need him to act first leh? Say hi first, or smile at me, i will surely reply what. Or maybe i need to say hi to him first. Only he will react ma. But what if he ignores me? Won’t that hurts me more? How am i suppose to know woh. He didn’t say anything also, how to expect me to understand what he wants la. Maybe he don’t bother also if i say hi or smile or what, so i just make dunno la! Its not like i intended to make dunno or ignore him also what.

I think i need time. I really2 need time to console myself and don’t think about that again. Happy or sad, it is just a part of life what. Come what may. *Sobbsobb*

As i was watching Chinese Drama in my laptop, the wireless network were suddenly connected to 3com without my consent. I was happy at first because i haven’t been able to go online in ipba since the day i came back from the holidays. I updated my blog usually at Erjie’s place in Subang, and sometimes, i borrow my friend’s laptop. Today, since the connection had been a little bit ok, i am sure after this i might be able to connect to 3com again, (although it might be slow and lagging)

Yea, the past weekend, i went back to Erjie’s place and we went shopping in One-Utama. I actually wanted to buy some clothes and shoes as mine were already old and some of my bb t’s were a little bit faded already. Most of the time, i will just buy from Fila, but nowadays, i don’t really attracted to them anymore. The problem is that i just can’t find the one i like in One-Utama. I tried all shops but it seems like the ones i love were super expensive. And a 19 year old girl like me shouldn’t waste most of my money in investing such expensive clothes. But in the end, i did bought something that really caught my eye. A bag, with cute cartoon cars design on it. Ok, i know its hard to imagine, but it is really cute. Just spot me when i walk to class. I will use that bag often because i <3 heart <3 it so much! =P *i might keep that bag for my kids also* hahaha…

Yea, and we went to watch Incredible Hulk, and i kinda like the show. I rate it 3/5 * la. I actually wanted to watch Amazing Grace, because the trailer was quite interesting and i am a kind of person who enjoy this genre of movie (historical dramas with old ancient background)

Today, i went out again to Midvalley to accompany Ayn, my coursemate. She wanted to buy a pair of shoes because her shoes were torn like crocodile’s mouth! *ngap!*
I usually thought that, Midvalley is not really an interesting place to shop because there were not many choises of shops and most of them were crowded with people. *barfs* And today, i think we explored the whole midvalley, and found out some super cute shops at the ground floor, selling all those chics dresses, blouses, pants and skirts. They were incredibly cute and reasonable! MNA, Nichii, Orange, and some more. I also manage to buy a pair of sandals and a blue colour blouse that i really like. But, my purse do hurt a little. =P

We watched Amazing Grace. Finally. And it was not like what i expected. The story line is boring, and throughout the whole movie, i was freakingly sleepy. Gah!! But overall, i do understand what does the story means. But what the heck, i enjoy popcorns and coke! Hahaha.. =P

Yea, i met Guna and Jarod in MidV also. Guna was like calling me but i just could’t listen eh. Sorry Guna. Until he tapped me on my shoulder. Well, i took quite some time to remember who is he anyway, haha because i haven’t met him for ages! =P Oh yea, and the Cohort 2 people are going for their practicum already. Wow. Really near to a teacher’s life already i guess. *bites nail*

I’ll be going out again tomorrow i guess. Maybe to UM for swimming. I haven’t go swimming for like a month already and i miss the pool so much! Haha. But, just not sure yet. I might change plan last minute, like i always do.

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Today, there were only 2 periods of lessons, and i really had the time to rest in the class. Tomorrow, it will be only 1 period of class, which is the Expression Orale class. And the lecturer is planning to give us a topic for a debate like she always do. That, really kills the time! Yippee!

Jessica is back to blogging, and she has a lot to say and tell.

This week had been a super tough week for her, because some unwanted incidents keep happening again and again, and she was totally pissed off.

Remember during the Chinese New Year holiday, she went back early because she wanted to follow her sister back by car instead going back by bus? A week before that, she kind of pleaded to the HEP to permit her holiday, but then they took so long to even look at the letter? Then she have to really2 follow her sister since the HEP people didn’t do anything and the bus tickets were so hard to get. So, she just went back, without bothering about the damn letter (Right, this part, she was wrong) She actually expected the HEP to sign the form and let her go back early, like THOSE WHO WENT BACK 2 OR 3 DAYS EARLY DURING THE AIDILFITRI IN 2007. Gosh, she is so mad because the HEP didn’t approve her holidays, but she went back already. So she just don’t give a damn, but she still gave one letter out but those HEP made don’t know. Few days ago, those people ask to see her because in the register book there are columns written under her name as *absent without permission* But then she wanted to just run away and make don’t know about the f*cking problem because she just don’t want to make things big. If those holidays were not permitted, so what. So, just leave the stupid column a circle with an X in it, and don’t bother her about what she did. Just make a record about that and leave her alone! Gah!!!!! *angry angry*

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That, totally crushed her mood for going shopping and stuffs. As she was strolling around, she thought about that matter again. She worries that the matter might be a discipline problem case or what. She was clearly made by those barbarians that if she is proven to be absent without permission, she will be slipped from exams and stuffs. Where, she thinks, is absolutely unfair. She is a quite bright student, and if she fail to sit for exam, that is so not worth it.

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She is having a sudden flu now, and she is really pissed off.

I hate internet connection yang can’t work properly.. I can’t connect to the internet laa!!!! I cannot do research with my laptop! I can’t upload photos, i can’t chat with Adnin, i can’t go youtube, i can’t blog, i can’t facebook! *pengsan*

Its not the network’s fault, i think. Its my laptop! Now, i’m using my friend’s to blog, and stuffs. But, it is so inconvenient! I need broadband.

Ok, stop bout the network thingy. I am loaded with work, research and debates. With laptop and fast connection, i definitely can finish them. Vice versa.

I haven’t been taking proper meal since the day i’m in IPBA. Well, i got hungry, but just not craving for food. If i am given a plate of X-Meal, or a set of McChicken, i won’t bother to eat also. I just don’t have the crave. When i’m hungry, a cup of coffee will do. Or, a glass of mineral water is ok!

I miss home, i miss momy, i miss dady. I miss Ryan, I miss chey. I miss dimsum, i miss wahlaitoi, i miss my bed. I miss everything at home.

Gotta chow now. Still have stuffs to do.

*SobbSobb*

Night.

Am i excited for the start of new semester? Erm, quite, i guess. Haha. Well, its kinda fun, to start new semester, despite of the new time table and new subjects, added by the lecturer. In this new sem, we don’t have Civilisations or Manuel, that means, we don’t have to learn by using the text book, which is a big relieve for me! No more text book taking to the class! =) Haha, however, few weird and dificult subjects are added, for example, ‘Aspect Sociaux Culturels’ which is quite similar to Civilisations, but more precise. We have TPE also, which is travail personelle encadre (individual work). Although it is an individual work, the lecturer will facilitate us with informations we need, and not to forget, the internet as well. But, since the internet connection in our hostel block is not as strong as other block, i might have difficulties in doing my research. That means, i have to merajinkan myself to WALK to the library, or go to the common room to use the LAN. (not lan, but local area network) haha. But what the heck, i can always finish up the work in erjie’s place, Subang! Hahaha.

I hope i will not be as lazy as last semester, where i hardly go to the library, and i sleep almost every evening! Gosh!! A true lazy girl. =P

Ok, i am so tired of studying different things at the same time actually. For example, when i have to do research on pollution, and at the same time, i have to finish synthese about other subjects, such as study system in France. Obviously, it is different and sooo need the help of thesaurus and dictionary to produce the best synthese right? *pfft* pengsan la like that!

Whatever it is, i am sure that i will have to work triple hard for my DELF B2 exam this November. Exams again and again. Thank God we will not have to take the C1 in Malaysia, because if we do, i will not have to to amuse in Malaysia. No more ice skating, bowling and cinema!! Tidakkkk!!!!! I want to excel in my B2 because if not, what for take exam? =P

Enough of rantings now, i remembered i have alot of works to do.

But guess what, will come back and blog tomorrow! Nadege is not here till Thursday, so i can curi some time from the Grammaire class and ASC class to blog and facebook!

*hungry*

Byebye!

*kisses for all!*